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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
EUNYSEKWOKPEISHAN1st. you really sounded like you wont make it for her birthday
2nd. how would i know and besides that you did make time to spend with his friends and all (not saying that its wrong).
3rd i already said that its not only about me, i know if its just me only i have nth to say, but the clique has also said they did ask you out and you did turn them down.
4th Normally when you call me it would be you waiting for yang and you had some free time with nth to do, thats why you would ask us right. because every time i would ask what are you doing there and you would say waiting for yang, am i not right.
5th i know you tried but i am just saying we really want you MORE in the clique.
6th i turned you down because i had already told my parents about the 17 and 18. besides that melissa did say that she would want to go sentosa and it was not confirmed. even if i could go, so many of the rest couldn't right. you cant put the whole blame on me because of the unsuccessful outing that i know you did put effort in planning.melissa did ask the clique to go out on the 17 but most of them couldnt make it. just like you said, i could have gone out to sentosa with the clique but the clique couldnt make it as well????? so whats the WHOLE CLIQUE when most of everyone couldnt go?
7th you took it the wrong way, the past is not as in the one that dont go out with us. in the past where there was so much neglects, as in there waas so much lesser time with us, this whole holiday(30 days). 95 percent of them, there werent us in it right.
in that message look at it again, it was a ? at the end. it wasnt a . there is a difference you know. the things you do are making me put the ? because i know you did make the effort to ask us out. its just not all about that.
anyways, i guess i was being too harsh because of the way you put it that you dont know if you want to spend time with us or your monthsary and it got me a little agitated.adding, it was rarely so many of the clique could go out together and we really wanted you there. Sorry that i hurt you but there should be really a reason why some of us are feeling this way towards you already.really, if it was just me, i would admit that i am the too demanding one, but its not.
i told you so many things at one shot because i dont want to keep quiet and slowly you drift from the clique so before anything happen just yet we just need you to know.
still, i dont wish for any misunderstanding/quarrels/unhapiness.
just need you to know that we dont want you to drift from us.
and i think the main reason for this misunderstaning is that
the clique just misses you.