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If tomorrow never comes

Sometimes late at night,
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
"If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart?"

"If tomorrow never comes,
Will she know how much I loved her?
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one?
And if my time on earth were through,
And she must face the world without me,
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last?
If tomorrow never comes..."

Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself,
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of,
If tomorrow never comes...

-The End-

(I know this song is REALLYYY old but its a really beautiful song after all,right?
and well baby,im really sorry for what happened today,that i almost lost you again but im telling you now that...
"If tomorrow never comes..don't worry,because you would have been the last on my mind."i love you,i really do..... )

<3 from mel.

wont you spare me a little more time honey

ya if only you gave me a chance to explain.
no instead you shut me off like this, twice.
since i already told you i dont want and dont have the money to go
does it seems all my fault again.
yes i know i am partly at fault but if making a
choice of what i want or dont wanna do
is a crime then everyone is guilty of it.
all i needed was a few minutes you tell you why
but you never gave it to me.
or should i go up to your house to just let you slap me?
if that is the way you really see this
then i guess it has been a really foggy seven years.

& i apologise.

Labels: just in case you never knew what was said behind your backs

EUNYSEKWOKPEISHAN

1st. you really sounded like you wont make it for her birthday

2nd. how would i know and besides that you did make time to spend with his friends and all (not saying that its wrong).

3rd i already said that its not only about me, i know if its just me only i have nth to say, but the clique has also said they did ask you out and you did turn them down.

4th Normally when you call me it would be you waiting for yang and you had some free time with nth to do, thats why you would ask us right. because every time i would ask what are you doing there and you would say waiting for yang, am i not right.

5th i know you tried but i am just saying we really want you MORE in the clique.

6th i turned you down because i had already told my parents about the 17 and 18. besides that melissa did say that she would want to go sentosa and it was not confirmed. even if i could go, so many of the rest couldn't right. you cant put the whole blame on me because of the unsuccessful outing that i know you did put effort in planning.melissa did ask the clique to go out on the 17 but most of them couldnt make it. just like you said, i could have gone out to sentosa with the clique but the clique couldnt make it as well????? so whats the WHOLE CLIQUE when most of everyone couldnt go?

7th you took it the wrong way, the past is not as in the one that dont go out with us. in the past where there was so much neglects, as in there waas so much lesser time with us, this whole holiday(30 days). 95 percent of them, there werent us in it right.

in that message look at it again, it was a ? at the end. it wasnt a . there is a difference you know. the things you do are making me put the ? because i know you did make the effort to ask us out. its just not all about that.

anyways, i guess i was being too harsh because of the way you put it that you dont know if you want to spend time with us or your monthsary and it got me a little agitated.adding, it was rarely so many of the clique could go out together and we really wanted you there. Sorry that i hurt you but there should be really a reason why some of us are feeling this way towards you already.really, if it was just me, i would admit that i am the too demanding one, but its not.

i told you so many things at one shot because i dont want to keep quiet and slowly you drift from the clique so before anything happen just yet we just need you to know.

still, i dont wish for any misunderstanding/quarrels/unhapiness.
just need you to know that we dont want you to drift from us.
and i think the main reason for this misunderstaning is that
the clique just misses you.