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the four walls are making me suffer from a sick headache.

okay lack of updates on my blog and i am sick of this skin.
holidays are in and many plans are on the way.
dates with kendra please, always dragged la.
reborned hair, and that is almost about it for this holiday.
oh and caught shrek 3, its OKAY LA.
not something i would watch again? okay thats bad.
but its okay, just wont watch it again.
next in line is pirate but have to wait.

ARSHU & SZEMIN ARE BOTH GONE/
COME BACK SAFELY. :D

i am dying at home.

say hello to nicki's new pet.
RALVIN+NICKI = RALKI !!
i am sure they will be great mama and papa.

i wanted to post up many many photos
but thanks to my com, i dont know why all the files
okay not all but some of the files are not transfered properly
and i already deleted them la wth.
but luckily some are not.
one photo was deleted and its deserie's photo.
i am like so sad ! my god. still eunyse one is saved.
haiya, pictures another day then.
i am so lazy and feeling pretty drained out already.
here i come, 14 hours of sleep :D

days out with the fours are coming back.
and i feel it coming back more often :D three cheers.
library with them, study? yeah, this bit -
photos and charm's bday cake, nice okay.







love you bitches.

170506-080506
356 days together.

and this is the end of our road. we officially broke up.
because i fell for another guy. i know it is not very
appropriate to tell the whole world.
but i need to let all of you guys who knew me, melissa.
that this relationship broken and gone, bcos of me.
yes, i know i may/will regret what i have done.
making her cry, going all those she need not have.
still, there are many other reasons why.

this path hasnt been a walk in the park.
everything happens for a reason.
and the reason why i woulden wanna patch back
is because i dont know how to get out of this already.
i cant, and i wont allow myself to lie to you anymore.
i walked away, i asked for the break.
yes, and i know i'm giving up on someone who loves me alot.
letting you go, i know i will never find another person who
will love me as much as you did, treat me the way you did.
cared fr me the way you did.
you deserve someone much better.
i hang your calls, break my promises and breaking you.
destroyed yourlife and took away everything.
everything that was so important to you.
i became your everything but i took away from you again.
ervything that you have given me, nobdy will give the same.
all the promises i made, i am sorry i broke them.
that promise that i made, spending forever with you.
i am sorry i broke it, i broke them all.taking away all your trust
but trust me i never once saw the day we would grow apart.
zavier and zanyer are gone too i guess.
i never wanna be the reason of your sleepless nights anymore.
sorry just isnt enough to repay all that you've done.
moment o folly, you may say.
i dont know, cause it doesnt matter.
takecare, my friend

and never look back

i changed my skin like finally and then i finally blogged and i know that my blog is very very dead. oh wells, there is just something i wanna post up.
enjoy nicole soon (: ya la ya la, fuck me la.

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