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girl, you aint by my side now.
but theres so many things i wish to say to you.
those 3 words,are they enough for you?
all ive done for you,all the time we spent together,do you see it the way i do?
i tell myself time and time again that im your perfect one,
but never once was i convinced.
i love you,my one and only.

its not that i dont trust you darl,i just wanna hear you say how much you love me,cause maybe then,i'll feel like the perfect one for you.

hello there, its me here, not baby.she blogged a while ago and she wants me to say this on her behalf, "sorry if my post has hurt anyone, i didn't mean it in that way and if you think its hurting, DONT read it.and i wasn't pinpointing anyone."

okay,thats what baby had to say.hmmm...

ANYWAY,
all i gotta say is..

kiss my ass,
eat my shit,
its all in the heart,
so it doesnt mean you dont feel it.

p.s. : go figure out.

SORRY IF I AINT YOUR MR.NICE.GUY.

and this is the definition of bitching.
everyone bitches, its just whether you're open about it
or you wanna be mr nice guy there.

AND I DO ADMIT I BITCH, OKAY :D

bitch

verb

To express negative feelings, especially of dissatisfaction or resentment: complain, grouch, grump, whine. Informalcrab, gripe, grouse, kick. Slangbeef, bellyache. Seefeelings, happy/unhappy.

to amanda in case you didnt know.

well amanda, i know you did say sorry to me. and i ignored you, and you know till this point I am still f pissed off. okay, you may call it petty, but no. if you hadnt denied the fact that you did too. you know i could always sell you out, you know why i didnt? because i KNOW that it woulden help much in this clique. and till this point, i still do not think you are being a nice friend to tell her whatever shits okay. AND the thing is that you hadnt included yourself?!?! in the people you mentioned to her, okay now it do sounds a little funny dont it? trying to be all so nice friend you are when you did chitty chatty behind her as well? and dare still deny the fact? oh god, it sounds VERY wrong as a matter of fact. and yes, you told her not to say anything BECAUSE you know whatever truth would be found out, okay i'm not trying to be any CSI whatsoever, but putting the picture up in case you cant see. look in the mirror amanda, the person standing in front of you isnt all so innocent and nice. this is KC, this is secondary school life. if you wanna be a nice friend, go back to kindergarten one or two, nursery if you may wish. its like this amanda, trust me, we know EVERYONE bitches, even about me yes, cause nobody is flawless, NOBODY.the worst thing somebody in kc would do is to act oh so nice and tells off somebody's secret/bitching, well, you just did so. say you dont care if somebody bitched about you, then why the f did you even think crystal would wanna know so badly. WHEN FUCKING JOLLY WELL KNOW THAT THEIR TERMS ARENT GOOD. oh thats a stupid move. just learn to shut up sometimes, and that sometimes would make you a really good and NICE friend, really man.". Some people just has no life & think that everything will go their way & everyone will give in to them, But seriously, YOU'RE WRONG."no life? amanda amanda, this is life. bitching is life, it is at least part of it.dont DONT amanda DONT say you didnt bitch/ & whoever thinks everyone will give in to them? "I don't give a damn. Hate me all you people want. I can't be bothered. & if this is gonna spoil your day, Sorry okay? & if this is also gonna affect our friendships, I have something to say, if our friendships are gonna be broken because of this little conflict, I don't know what kind of friendship this is." and to this whole chunk of paragraph you said there, well, it doesnt make any sense at all. you are just contradicting yourself. if you really didnt care, whats the point of saying sorry? well till here i can say whatever this "friendship" is, time will tell.

so now amanda, were you part of the bitchings?
because if i can remember correctly, you openly told eunyse that you didnt bitch AT ALL.
really?? well i can show you the conversation if you wish or i can put it up here and put your post next to it because then everyone can see what ironic things you had said.

instead of opening your mouth to say sorry now, you should have just shush in the first place.

i just hope i made your birthday special baby.

aint no rich kid nor have superpowers ,
but i really wanna be that one you need.

Create your own Friend Test here
YAY I STOLE IT FROM DESERIE.
WOO ITS VERY FUN OKAY, OKAY I FEEL LAME-OH. (:

hello all,its not ju here sadly.well,i just wanna dedicate this song to my babygirl cause the lyrics are really really meaningful and i want all you guys to feel it as well, so...ENJOY!

"I Wanna Be Your Man (forever)" by Keith Urban
You're such a pretty little thing
I wanna put a wedding ring on your finger
Baby can't you see that we were meant to be together
Yeah the joining of our hearts is written in the stars
We've got a love made in heaven
So baby take my hand I wanna be your man forever

Well I can't think of anyone else it's true
All day long there's no one on my mind but you
And I have loved you since you were a little girl
You mean everything to me and you're all I'll ever need in this world

Every time I look into your eyes
I see the one I want beside me for eternity
You could make me the happiest man alive
By setting up a date and taking my name for life

p.s:all i am saying is, i need you in my life,please dont ever leave me honey.

and so that day we went to eat sakae yum yum !
hahaha. kendra&sandra are both greedy pigs.
esp kendyrah. just look at her happy face after she eats.

many many=shiok=FAT.


went pp again again.
its really a routine. woo cheesballs earn alot of $ from us.
suppose to do SS in sandra house today.

ps/ look at jolene!


but since i already guessed i would take cab from there
i stop myself from going, days of scrimping is here again!
went mos with barbie&ken instead. and started laughing at yrbook.


erhem, meryl camera shy? haha, no.

LIGHTS CAMERA ACTION! HAHA.

omg and this is geography life man.

pss/ look at sandra face :D

angela lost her pencil case and now she's depressed.

actually, its more chaotic then this , much more.



anyways was just browsing thru my photo bucket.
just look at what i found.
before
after.
FUCK. yay just look at the FATS on the f face.
haven even look back at the lower part yet. spell fucking fats man.

I LOVE BABY. DONT BE SILLY, I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU

hey there everybody.its me here,not ju.well this post is specially for my baby and i wish to melt her heart with this (so keep your fingers cross and hope my baby will be touched :] )

im looking forward to every tomorrow with you,
for it marks a new page in our journal.
sometimes things may get hard,and words can get harsh,
but at the end of the day,its fine as long as i know you are still the one im holding on to.
loving you is like part of me;
which means if i dont love you,
then i wont know who i'll even be.
baby,you took me on this journey,
and never gave up no matter how deep the cuts were.
all im saying is that i thank you for everything.
everytime i look back on the times i made you cry,
my tears just cant stop flowing.
i never wanna be who i was,
too afraid of letting you get hurt once again.
sweetheart,you are all to me and i really want you to know it.
this love cant survive without you or me,
and i hope that 70 years down the road,you will still be holding me,telling me how much you love me.
cause im telling you now that all i want is to spend the rest of my life with you.
thinking of the past,knowing how much we've been through,
baby,im really so proud and happy to tell others that we're still together..
and somehow,i think im gonna cry!! so i'll hurry end this post by saying

"HONEY,I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOU LOVE ME TOO!!" :]

Labels: i'll be your everything..

OKAYYYYYYYYYY, kendra's bbq.
and yada yada whatever happened.
oh wells, at least there was food??




and all those hot erhem erhem( i dont know what)
we needed drugs la please, everyone agrees.


the room was actually pitch dark and music was blasting. sexy la.

went to the airport yesterday with baby.
and baby promised to bring to me LA disneyland. YAY!


i just wished it was tmr or something. but maybe after the o's :D


EXCITED EXCITED ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

NYWAYS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL.
stop growing horizontally already! heh.

you're the first and last thing on my mind.
and every second in between, i wish you were right here with me.

Labels: i'm falling in love with you again and again.

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