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because school is the same everyday.
because what we learn in school are f-ing boring.
because the teachers are a bunch of -i dont know what-
and because i'm 155 and nadene's 154 !
WTH MAN I SWEAR THIS IS SHIT.
CAUSE I'M MORE THEN F 1CM TALLER!
someone please tell mr lee, ahahhahahhas.

BUT BUT ON TOP OF THAT ARE MY FRIENDS
THAT MADE THEM ALL DISSAPEAR ! (three cheers !)
because the classmates are splendid, so much.
tests and CAs are coming, omg.
and i'm not gonna skip any more trnings :D
because i love you so; i'll never let you go.
&i just typed a a bunch of nonsense which i JUST backspaced.
just stay with me would you? i can do without you, my love.

Labels: try to read my mind if you can

cause i fucking miss you ):

i'm phoneless today. oh god dont even ask me why.
tomorrow's blading to be on i hope. i wanna i wanna!
and well yesterday, i've never felt so much off my chest.
the grudge and convicing myself that i detest.
i'm so so so so glad its finally told :D and now cleared.
take care my friend, and stay strong.

baby, this is especially for you.
there's so much to say, so much to be sorry and thankful for.
without those unnecessary quarrels we use to have, (:
although i know the road to come is gonna be pretty hard.
it aint gonna be easy. my dear i'll hold on to you.
i'll stick with you thru it all.
time to time, things will turn out bad.i know it will.
but your love just keeps me alive, it keeps me going.
i look back and see, how things were last time.
how we cried almost every night, how i could have given up.
how we kept holding each other back, how we'll run after each other.
i'm so proud we're still here baby. cause it seems like a miracle.
where you're here, just holding me in your arms.
just sharing this love.
and all we've been thru would be worth it
for a lifetime with you oh baby its worth it all.
when i told you to imagine we breaking up.
can you? cause baby i'm telling you i cant.
iloveyou

Labels: because my soul lives on forever in you

ehhhh, dont put words into pple's mouth okay.
just wanna leave cause you're EXTRA( obviously you are la)
hahahahaha * points finger at you and laugh*
oh please,so where's your clique now?
have to look for old flames eh.
pathetic pathetic fucked up shit.
you're below the dirts man.
you're not two faced you know, its a thousand faces.
not even a single bit embarrassed my goodness.
and oh yes in case you didnt know.
i AM talking about you MERYL CHEN :D
( and i know you're gonna read this cause you got no f life)
so what ya gonna do, go complain to lovelove stead or cliqueclique?
HAHAHHAHHAA, HILARIOUS LIFE MAN.

come on i know you guys are laughing now cause you all always wanted to do this and i'm doing this on behalf of half of the world who hates you and for the other half who goes gaga over this baboon, well too bad then. continue gaga-ing over her, good luck k. cause you'll only make her think she's f handsome whatver shit which she's totally not.
please, somebody, tell her :DDDDDDDDDD

Labels: haha laugh now pple laugh.

" today is emo day, i am so emo.
tmr also emo this week, emo week"
HAHAHHAA, screw you motherfuckers. bla bla bla.
screw screw, go be carpenter lah. wanna screw everybody.
(if you get this, good for you! if you dont, dont be afraid to ask me:D)

Labels: i feel so evil but whatever i dont give a f

omgzxzz. i changed my template yesterday and this stupid bastard just closed the whole thing .
so yeah, now its up and done again!
i hope its nice, i have no idea.
went suntec alone alone today !
hahaa, got many stuffs though. (HAPPY)
then after that went east coast with eunyse. rollerblading !
SZEMIN LAH SHE IDIOTY IDIOTY IDIOTY.
it was funnyyyyyyyyyy, kept on screaming like idiot.
and eunyse got scolded " fucking cheebye" form this uncle!
i was practically pointing at her and laugh already that kind.
then after that went over to pp to meet arshu and nicole.
sit here there, ate and stuff. i miss-ed them okay.
then home i go :D

baby, i'm sorry i kept making you angry today.
its a blessing how you'll always be so patient with me.
i love you hon, i'm sorry for being so..... bitch.
i'll be better :/
four days without you, make sure my hugs
and kisses are coming as promised okay.
i want them! or punishment eh? you know what hor. :P
i miss you fucking much, tmr faster come !!

Labels: i could hold you now, i wish

met MY LITTLE BOY today ! (: went to converse and
carrefour to get the things.
pretty much nth happened today.
but it was enough to make me happy cause
you were with me. saw pretty pretty shoes !
and this cute boy who runs around like a drunkard.
so cute lah okay.

i hate you you you you you AND YOU.
OMG I SO HATE YOU/ WHATEVER.

Labels: although it isnt a thing i should be happy about, but it was just about time you said that.

i'm starting and learning to love 3/3.
okay, i am trying la at least.
and two weeks of school is just so so tiring.
the lack f sleep is the worst !
i swear almost every lesson i'll be doing my own things.
" STILL GOT TIME LAH" but always, regret.
body aches everywhere. how great.

i'll go and study my, maths geog chem bio lit now/
yeah, i wish i would :Dnot everyone think like you do. dont exp

Labels: dont expect me to turn out like what you expect me to be.

2006 could never get better.
although many problems and nonsense.
ending the year with baby was just the right-est thing.
first time baby spend christmas and new years eve
without her family and with me (:
actually considered still with family right right? heh.
ni yi jing yao yang wo le. and no baby, stop saying you're my atm.
although i know you keep spending money on me :D

yesterday was heck at first.
never will i ever thought it'll all go my way eh?
all those shitfucks i went thru wasnt for nth.
and so we went to meet sandra jo and iona at junction 8!
for being oh so stupid i thought it was at jurong east.
heng b was with me or we'll end up dont know where already.
Went to eat pastamania. i hated what i was wearing and i know
i was being all so annoying cause i kept whining to baby on how bad
i wanna buy a skirt to change into.
went clarke quay without jo after that.
sat at hooters and its never ever boring bitching about HER :D
it was hot-ness, never thought pple would dislike her too eh.
hehe, too bad if she's just so hate-able.
and fuck i did spill one whole cup of root beer all over my skirt.
god damn it it felt so sticky okay.
the counting down YAY and spray and run !
i would say over there seemed so much better then town or durian
at least itss not filled with smelly blacks who will touch touch you
and ruin the whole festive mood and yes i am racist against them
cause they'll stare at you with those seh pek pek look.
so you cant blame me seriously, tell me who will like LOVE them?
maybe some Indonesia or Philippines maid la.
still we ended up smelling like them cause the spray thing is so smelly.
but it sure was hell fun. got the glimpse of fireworks eh !
left close to two and walked all the way to bugis to find cab.
still gotta book a taxi and went to sandra's house.
ORDERED MACS ! :) heh.

woke up the next morning and the first person i see is baby.
well, it was awesomely perfect when there was a kiss just
right before i fell asleep and right after i wake up.
ate home delivery again pizzahut+kfc woohoo!
played mahjong and sandra's kee siao time came.
she laughed at practically nth. okay maybe it was something lame like
i swear by the moon and the stars i'll be there, in the sky.
soon went home. made iona wait for cab herself.
super bad please. i shall say sorry to make myself feel better.
SORRY IONA CHAN SOMETHING SOMETHING (:

well, 2006 ended well cause i got to snuggle up to baby.
and i want many more nights to be like this.
2007 is just gonna be better arent it?

its how i'll want to spend the whole year with you b.
promise there will be no more insecurities.
and i know i keep breaking my promises.
know when sometimes i dont tell you stuff b?
cause i dont wanna risk losing you or getting into any arguments.
but i've learn that you'l wanna know.
i'll tell you, i've tried very hard to change my thinking
and i do believe i did (:
2007 gonna be filled with your love, baby promise me.
and i promise you mine sweet.
cause we have a lifetime more to go i'll never take you for granted.
the future is waiting for us baby, and i'm gonna hold on to you tightly.
its impossible for us to go on smoothly thru the whole year i know.
but when problems come crashing, i know i need not worry.
cause we've locked our hearts together and the key is thrown
into the deep blue ocean. we'll never need it, we'll never need to be apart.
ni shi wo de quan bu, wo bu neng lose ni.
wo LOVE ni baby :D
YONG YUAN DE AI ZHE NI YI GE.

SHOUT OUT BACK TO BESTIE !
i'm sorry for times i coulden be there.
to know that you arent happy and still i cant cheer you up
or listen to you rant. and i want to.
2007 marks a new beginning to this okay?
put trust in this cause you know nobody can steal this bond.
although we seem all far and distant, it doesnt matter.
cause you know your heart is just an inch away from mine.
i love you bestie, and always will be okay ? (:
stay happy and out of those nonsense-tical thoughts!

it's how i wanna spend my forever with you sugar love.