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i've been missing out on pple alot.
i miss so many pple ):
and its fucked up staying at home.
doing the same things, it give me a headache.
these few days haven been feeling good )):
its how scared i feel when in the middle of the night
i feel so alone. feels like the whole world moving on,without me.
haven been seeing baby for 48 hours ):
the distance is killing me, seriously.
sighs, guess i'm thinking too much on my part.

i miss you.
its driving me nuts.

WHEN HOPE SEEMED SO FRAIL
AND ITS JUST KINDA IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO SEE YOU.
YOU APPEAR RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF ME (:
AS AGAIN, YOU MADE THE 17 THE SPECIAL-EST DAY.

with two roses honey stars apple pie and milky bar.
drenched in the rain, all wet.
just to make sure 17 woulden be just another day.
oh baby, it would be a perfect picture if i would have
run up to you and hugged you tightly.
but the surprise was so big, it wasnt a single bit expected.
i was stunned baby, but i hope all the hugs after
that was enough to make it up to you.
i wanna thank you, for all those surprises you never fail to give.
it certainly warmed my heart on such a cold day :D
i love you baby.

Happy seventh month baby!

Its kinda long eh? Come to think of it. We’ve been through the bad times, the downhill-s but im glad you’re still here with me. I always tell myself not to take all these for granted cause im scared I’ll lose one day. I cherish you, and your mood is my mood. Your everything is my everything. Going through all these reminds me of how lucky I am to have you. No matter how much I broke your heart or made you cry, you still stuck with me. I know, I can be very annoying at times, get on your nerves or even very long-winded but i love you and that’s for sure. If you dont want me to do something, I wont. Cause your happiness is my happiness, and I wish that I could be the one that you’d give your everything to. I really wanna be with you forever, I cant lose you baby..

My one and only, you..

Oh babygirl
From that very moment you came into my world,
You made it your very own,
Eating me to my very bone.

Oh babygirl,
You take away my breath when you’re near,
And with you I have no fear,
Cause theres no need to shed a tear.

Oh babygirl,
Tell me you’ll never leave me,
Cause I wont know what I’ll be.
You took me on this journey
And swore not to set me free.

Oh babygirl,
You are my baby,
My one and only..
You.

我爱你


FROM BABY TO ME (:

COME ON TELL ME WHOSE IS SWEETER, MINE RIGHT? HEH :D

SEVEN MONTH AND A LIFETIME MORE TO GO(:


though its been tough and all this we've been thru isnt perfect.
times of giving up and silly words.
quarrels and heart breaks.
the sorrys and guilts.
the cryings and misunderstandings.
the talks and compromise.
the problems we've faced.
its how we'll get thru them.
the sleepless nights on the phone
with you that always ends up with tears.
and how we'll make it up at the end.
still ended with a smile and laughter.
these are all that brought us to who and where we are now.
it may be just seven months.
but i know i've grown to depend on you.
to know that you'll be there no matter what.
its what pushing me forward. giving me a reason to move for tmr.
i know i'm not good with words baby, but i'll try my best.

without those imperfections.
we woulden be so strong.
the we that can overcome everything.
cause we've been thru so much baby, so much.
all that heart breaks just doesnt really matter anymore.
its how we've grown to be so comfortable with each other.
the way i love you to be around me 24/7.

the feeling i've had in my heart.
it cannot be described.
its when all else fails, i wanna be the one to bring you up again.
when i wanna be there when you cry.
at least i know when you're all fine again.
to hug you tightly in my arms and make you feel secured.
and i wanna hear your crazy laughter cause it warms my heart.
to be with you and doing the sillest things
no matter how many stares we've got from passerbys
which really are countless.
cause we'll always be making the most noise.
being with you ,its when i see perfection in life for once.

when seeing you everyday become like a must in life.
just like how everyone gotta breathe.
baby, its like how i gotta breathe to stay alive.
you're the air i need, the one i gotta hold on to.
a day without you just isnt right anymore.
and if ever the day you're no longer by my side hon.
its the day i've stop breathing.

with all those imperfections baby.
there's still something that'll always remain perfect.
thats us.

I LIKE SZEMIN ALOT
I LIKE BESTIE ALOT
I LIKE ANGELA ALOT
I LIKE SANDRA ALOT
I LIKE EUNYSE ALOT
I LIKE KENDRA ALOT
I LIKE PRISCILIA ALOT
I LIKE DOOF ALOT
I LIKE AMANDA ALOT
I LIKE DESERIE ALOT

BUT I LOVE YOU BABY.

bb, these few days are really love.
spending every minute and second with you
of my life is the greatest joy i've ever had.
even the most silly things we do.
laughing at the wrong time.
telling you stuff i'll never feel comfortable telling anyone else.
i feel like you're my life baby.
someone i can tell every single thing to.
the comfort i feel when you're around me.
the way you secure me with your warm arms.
no matter where i am, as long as i'm with you
i know i'm the complete me, i know i'm secured.

looking back at those rough times we've been thru.
it reminded me of how much effort and tears we've put in.
to get to where we are now.
its difficult i know. but its the love we shared thats keeping us
strong honey. pple may think being the same gender is never gonna last.
baby i'm proving them wrong, wait, we are.
cause it doesnt matter, as long as i know this love is true.
everyday's filled with you, and i never want this routine to stop.
it'll continue on like this forever. even i it means taking away my
everything. just not you my love.
i'll understand you like no one else will.
trust me baby, i will.
one day, i'll be able to read your mind.
thats how close i wanna be to you baby.

i know all these seems like sweet nothings.
but these words arent nothings.
they speak my heart.

my love, there will be no one that will love you as much as i do.
i'll prove it to you (: give me till forever.

yesterday yesterday.
went out for a new haircut !
and then to steamboat.
no more crabs this time.
and i think they gave us alot of dead prawns.
thats why there arent many many jumpings.
not as much as last time (:
yesterday
went out with baby.
angela's house dye hair then
town then the party.
and and finally took neos.
hoho! after six months eh?
i bet baby's not camera shy
thats why lahhhhhhhhhhh, heh.
i love you.
today
went tm ! and watched movie.
neos again? this is hilarious lah.
angela; goddbye my lover.
should see her man.
you'll laaugh your ass off.
dejavu is nice, go watch it !
baby was practically sleeping thru the whole movie.
and i felt like kidnapping her home.

baby
i will never let you fall
i'll stand by you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven
you know i'll give anything.
as long as the smile on your face stays.
give anything and everything up for you
cause i know my love, it's worth it all.
i'll never let you go.
never gonna give you up baby.
cause i know there arent gonna be another you.
you're this special baby, i love you.

DIDNT GO WORK TODAY!
I MET BABY FOR BREAKFAST AND WE
JUST DECIDED NOT TO GO FOR WORK TODAY.
I'M SORRY SZEMIN FOR NOT TELLING YOU.
AND ALMOST MADE YOU BUY LUNCH !

THEN ME AND BABY JUST WENT AROUND WLKING.
AND BACK TO TIMEZONE. GUESS WHAT?
JUST AT THAT ARCADE, WE CAN LIKE SPEND $22.
I FEEL SO, I DONT KNOW.
HAHAHHA, BUT IT WAS ALL FUN :D

AFTER THAT WENT SANDRA'S HOUSE.
JOLENE CAME TOO .
MADE MARCORONI CHEESE.
IT WAS NICE LAH OKAY.
ITS JUST WE CAN TALK FOR SO LONG EH?
HAHAHHA. TIME PASSES LIKE SO FAST.
BUT WHEN WE'RE AT WORK.
ITS TOTALLY DIFFERENT STORY MAN.

AND THEN CABBED HOME.

I LOVE YOU BABY.
I'M YOURS AND YOU'RE MINE.

Wandering like a leaf upon the wind
I have been searching for someone
Holding out for a love to shake my soul
Heaven or nothing
Then you walked into my life
In a blaze of light
I've never wanted someone more
You are the one I've waited for

Light of my life
You are the fire in my heart
When I am lost
I know I'll feel you burning in the dark
You're the light of my life
Every star in the sky
Shines more brightly when you're at my side
You're the light of my life

Dreaming, I feel you next to me
No, I'm not, I'm not dreaming
'Cause I'm drowning in your kiss
I die in your arms
And when I hear you call my name
Baby, it's like I'm born again

Your love's a lantern in the rain
Bringing me home time and again
Burning like an eternal flame

Light of my life
You're the beat of my heart
When I am lost
When you're lost I know
You'll see me shining
Shining in the dark
You're the light of my life
Like the stars in the sky
Only you can take me through
You're the only one who makes it right
Only you set fire to the night
You're the light of my life

WO AI NI.


I CANT BELIEVE WHAT I'M DOING.

BABY THIS LOVE WILL NEVER DIE.
ITS MADE, TO KEEP US ALIVE.
MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE.
MY HEART, WILL ALWAYS REMAIN.
THERE'S NO NEED TO WORRY.
CAUSE YOU KNOW, I LOVE YOU BABY.

and forever will be.

there's still eternity left to spend with me (: