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Thursday, November 30, 2006
BABY, ITS TIME LIKE THIS.
I WANNA TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.
HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME.
I KNOW THE TIMES I JUST FELT LIKE CRYING.
THINKING OF HOW MUCH WE'VE WENT THRU.
TO GET TO HERE , IT WASNT EASY.
IT WAS TOUGH. TIRING.
I DONT DENY, THERE WERE TIMES WHEN I FELT
THAT I SHOULD GIVE EVERYTHING UP.
WHEN I FELT THAT I WAS WORN OUT.
BUT BABY YOU SEE, IT IS JUST ONE WORD FROM YOU.
THAT GAVE ME A REASON TO LIVE FOR.
A REASON WHY WE'VE BEEN THRU SO MUCH.
EVERY SECOND IN EXCHANGE IN WORTH EVERY SECOND WITH YOU.
EVERY TEAR THAT WAS SHED, ITS WORTH EVERY SMILE NOW.
IF I WERE GIVEN A CHOICE TO GO THRU THEM
AND BE HRE WITH YOU BABY.
I'LL GO THRUTHEM AGAIN.
CAUSE I KNOW IT'S ALL WORTH IT.
I'LL GIVE YOU MY EVRY INCH OF SOUL HON.
I LOVE YOU.
Monday, November 27, 2006
baby, wo ai ni.
cant you see? we're meant to be.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
and another email from her !
omg, she's so fast in returning.
i think by the time of my five email.
my chinese hanyu pinyin will be A++++ :D
Saturday, November 25, 2006
and i got an email from zhouling!
awww, tell me you're jealous of me ! (:
awaiting the letters from them too !
how many days haven i come on blogger/home?
yoshi everyday.
although its getting boring.
but i rather stick to now.
i do not like routines ! okay, maybe a little.
but i do admit i hate changes, heh :)
i mean, who does?
maybe for the better YES we all do/
but not the risk of getting everything screwed.
skip all the days i missed(my memory isnt that good)
lets just list them down in shorts.
.yoshi everyday
.met bestie,manda,des,eunsye+herotherhalf,chimene,ariane&san
.went badminton-ing!
.baby's surprise
.baby's house
.late night talks with love:D
(thats one of the reasons why i haven been blogging boohoo)
& many many other things which is not currently
coming out of my brains, so forget it.
today/
finally it was four of us again!
since like ever, the last time we went out together.
went marina square. and met charms love and amelia.
they were working there and we spend MOST of our time
playing/spoiling their toys. wtf i know, but its fun kay!
this doreamon(sp?) can fly high high !
and we broke the thing, ahahhas. its nicole, not us not us.
she's a complete idiot to controlling toys, i swear.
played with the car car too.
then went to yoshi to eat.
then take bus home, met baby(:
and i freaking missed a bus at kcp stop!
cause i was there smsing then i missed it.
i feel stupid, like seriously....
baby, the casual remark and words.
you made my day as usual.
the lollipop i never expected cause i just said
; i feel like eating a lollipop .
and you got one for me, just within that minute.
without me knowing.
you're the sweetest thing on earth hon.
i love you :D stay with me till the end.
i'll hold on tight cause no one will love me like you do.
PS/WORK STARTS ON MONDAY, CANT WAIT :D
Sunday, November 19, 2006
make this stay, dont let it slip away.
maybe its better to leave the past behind.
but maybe it's not.
give me time....
48 hours without you.
its a living hell ):
it's making me insane baby.
wont you come closer?
didnt go anywhere for two days.
i'm like broke broke BROKE.
i need a freaking job man !
like really really soon, i need $$.
and JINGYEN called me today !
yes, the caixiang school one !
ahhahaha ! i was so shocked.
but happy at the same time, ha!
just why isit not zhoulin):
and she said she's writing letter to all of us.
but she's gonna just send it to my add.
SO ALL OF YOU TAKE IT FROM ME TWO WEEKS FROM NOW.
OR I SHALL BURN THEM.
REMEMBER TO ASK, OR TOO BAD FOR YOU (:
kidding! just ask me lah.
baby, sorry for being such a bitch.
making you worry all the time.
not replying your smses, i'm sorry.
i'm really really sorry.
i dont wanna make you worried anymore.
i promise i'll be better hon.
you're my everything baby, i cant afford to lose you...
i cant bear to make you sad, it breaks my heart sugar.
i love you.
ps/ eunyse.
you know you almost made me cry over the phone.
i really need you to think it over, what you've done and said.
was it really only my harshness?
make this friendship stay.. it depends all on you.
szemin says;
i wont let anyone ruin my friend's relationship.
whats more, my bestfriend's.
juliana's willing to forgive and it'll be your very last chance.
Friday, November 17, 2006
HAPPY SIX MONTHS BABYLOVES.you know nobody can replace you in my heart.
never ever ever.
and this love is going till forever.
i love you so much.
and this isnt a fairytale, this is true.
i'll give anything up just for you.
that is how much i love you!
Zavier&Zanyer Wong are gonna come true baby!
wo yong yuan de ai ni yi ge (:
the one and only one i'll love for life.
and and i missed all of you guys !
AND I GOT PRESENTS FOR YOU GUYS
crystal;kendra;pris;angela;doof;sandra!
and esp,
BABY YOU !
but at least i'm back home now(:
sorry
ken and
pris for my harsh words that day.
but its really difficult for me to accept this kind of friend.
well, i dont even think she treats me as one.
if she did, she woulden do what she did. such a bitch!
shameless one.
031106 you shld know you whore.
dirty secrets that leaked, dont think i'm stupid.
you bitch, you deserve nobody. NOBODY.
die for all i carre, i tried and tried to forget.
to ignore and pretend and forgive and DECIEVE MYSELF.
thinking that maybe you will realise it one day.
to even think that you'll think abt how i will feel, its stupid.
you dont even care. not that tiniest bit.
but NOOOOOOOOOOOO, never will you wake up.
never will you stop your shameless thoughts.
you're not even shameful of what you did,SAID.
you shld wake up from this act of yours.
WAKE UP ! you try to hard girl, too hard.
you stupid bitch, you shld stop using pple.
doesnt mean they are nice you can climb all over thier head.
you... dont deserve any sympathy at all.
the way you talk and laughs and act cute
just makes me wanna puke.
dont say things that will make pple pity you.
cause i know your true colors, we know.
okay, i think its enough.
isit enough szemin? :D HAHAHHAH !
i dont think so! i have like a gazillion things to say.
but but, i dont think blogger will have enough space for me to type.
I LOVE SZEMIN! HAHA.
i'm suppose to blog about this!
6/11/06 1.27am! DESERIE IS NO LONGER AVAILABLE!
HAHA! YOU'RE GONNA LAST FOREVER!
AND AMANDA'S TOO YA! (:
went for like three movies in three days.
i wanna and need to spend more more time with baby!
cause i missed you like crazy, it drives me insane.
many dates and promises! no breaking them loves!
spend today with baby.
the whole whole day ! (:
it was loved cause ive got all your attention and love b!
i love you for eternity honey.
170506- forever.
this isnt just another fairytale, love.
ps/ i love lailin the monkey slave ! (: ALOT.
pss/ i love lailin the monkey ADVISOR !
tell me i'm nice please.
cause the monkey king promoted you !
Friday, November 10, 2006
yo! the time in china is passing so slowly!
now, i'm in my buddy's house. blogging.
apparently, they cant go blogspot ! but can go blogger.
abit the what the hell, but yah.
haha. i miss baby !
if you ever pound upon this, i miss you i miss you !
so much.
okay, time to go.
i miss crystal bestie too !!
and the rest in singapore, i bet ya all miss me too.
(: take care all.
ps/ 5 more days to go! :D
Sunday, November 05, 2006
so much to say, so little time.
i'll miss all of you.
esp, baby )':
i love you baby.
please get well soon )':
my heart aches for you....
Saturday, November 04, 2006
just sitting by the phone.
sitting by the com.
waiting for a call.
i just need to be assured.
i'm losing myself.
i dont even know what i'm doing anymore.
i know, i'm weak.
but who can take all this, with one blow.
one hard blow.
and i'm down.
i lost myself.
tell me what i can do.
to take the pain away, wipe those tears away.
how i wish i was joking.
how i wish i would wake up, and all this is just a dream.
take evrything from me, just clear this up god.
tell me what else i can do.
give up everything, just not this.
show me the glimpse of hope.
just teach me to stay strong.
make things right god, i'll do anything in exchange.
let anything fall upon me, just make this once right.
i'll give you my life god.
just clear this mess away....
everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up
everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up
everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up
everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up everythings fucked up
why?
Thursday, November 02, 2006
someone teach me what to do when everything
seems so fucked up suddenly.
why am i so weak inside ? ):
baby i need you here, badly.
to kiss away the troubles.
even a hug would mean the world to me now.
oh godddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
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