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talk to b till two yesterday !
and she was like FALLING ASLEEP ! half dead i swear
ahahha ! she didnt even know what she was talking about.
& it was super funny. so nonsense & adorable at the same time.
i had to be the mean one again to hang up so that she'll go to sleep.
and not be so tired today, tell me i'm so damn nice please =D
baby was trying to annoy me !
by not answering me when i say BYE and GOODNIGHT.
it made me sad sad ): cause i have to hang her up when i cant bare to.
somemore when she's not answering me ! like guilty okay.
the feeling is like hanging up on someone on purpose. so idiot.
and i did, it was so heartbreaking okay !
but nvm, i still love you as much ! =D
and today today ! i woke at eight thirty !

8.30am
called b, no one pick up ):
8.40am
called again, no one pick up again )):
8.50am
called another time, no one pick up again again ))):
9am
called LAST time, still no one pick up )))):

how sad right? i told you YOU you woulden pick up ! ):
and you lazy bum sleeping =D aha baby.
i'm gonna go swimming later ! =DDD

ps/i have a tan ! (:


the feeling of you being so far away isnt nice.
i hate this, i hate myself feeling like that.
you filling up my whole mind.
i'm going crazy baby, thinking bout you.
the way you smile, the way you hold me
just the way you are. I MISS YOU MY BABY !! )':
&i cant tell you how much i miss you
&i cant tell you how much i love you
&i cant tell you how much i need you
&i cant tell you how much i want you
baby i'm telling you i do !
and b, you know why you've been feeling so tired.
even though you just woke up?
i've just figured it out
cause you've been running through my head a million times
throughout the whole damn night.
god, i miss you so fucking much.

-sweetheart, would you come nearer? -