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baby's the sweetest thing on earth !
but you shoulden have, cause now you're broke ):
and i shall buy you food from tmr onwards! =D


went b house today, didnt go sailing.
it was freaking raining.
so so i spend many many hours with baby today ! =D
reached home at like 9.30? omg lah.
went pp at 8 plus. and then homed !
i feel like not going home during september holidays.
anybody's house open ?

-i'll never wanna leave you baby & 'll never doubt you ever.-

tonight, i wanna cry.

i dont like to share.
i get upset when someone wants to take you away.
i hate it, cause i'm selfish bitch.
and because i love you&you love me ! =D

ahh`whatever

you know what? i seriously hates sheku i tell you.
she's so fucking annoying! she can just go die, seriously.
okay maybe i'm not serious , but yah =D
today's being such a bore.
school as boring as usual ):
then i went home bathed and went to find b.
&home again.

-you can trust this love baby, the honest truth-

no going on msn tonight.
kendra&her <<3 & baby & zminMM is not going to as well.
hahhahs ! MIA from msn yeah. just changed my blog !
well, kinda =D there's summary but fuck i'm lazy.
so too bad =D i pass my art ! b3, not bad lah.
according to my laziness, f9 is more of what i deserve actually.
but who cares ! gods on my side now, only for now.

i feel stupid today. crying over such stupid thing.
but ah wells, i know i felt much better.
and thanks to crystal !
i know you poured your heart out today girl.
me too =D and i'll be there ! no worries.

maybe its jealousy, maybe its fear of losing you baby.
oh wells, at least everything's fine now. =D
once again the same old thing that's never gonna stop I LOVE YOU MY BABY!
never never never gonna ever ever change<3 size="1">
): forced to take that out. nvm, i still love you as much !

Baby, I can't see my worth living here on
God's green earth, you don't know what
you've done to me, I never thought
I'd need you desperately, it's kind
of sick how I'm stuck on you
but I don't care cause I'm needing you

and how I feel will remain the same remains the same
cause your're my baby, cause your my baby
listen and when the world starts to stress me out,
where I run it's to you without
a doubt you're the one who keeps me sane and I can't complain
you're like a
drug you relieve my pain

you're like the blood flowing through my vain,
keeps me alive and feeding my brain,
now this is how another human life could
have the power to take over mine cause your my baby

You know I want you badly , baby
And you know you feel the same way too
I'm the one to keep you happy, baby
Just let me be down with you
Baby-baby-baby-baby-baby

You are the one I see in my fantasies
When I'm dreamin
I'll be your everything
If you get down with me, I'll give you what you need
baby

Cuz we fit together like a hand in glove
Just to be with you is all I'm thinkin' of

from baby ! =D
to me me me !
baby's so sweeeeeet.

Have I been blind?
For the first time in my life
I feel I've opened up
My eyes
Since you've arrived
Like an angel from the sky,
I'm on a spiritual high

So don't you ever go away
I could never face
Losing you
Would kill my faith
In a higher place

What kind of world
Would it be without you?
I couldn't breathe without you near
What kind of world
Would I see without you?
I can't dream without you here

Beautiful boy,
How on earth did I do something
Worth deserving you?
My better half
How I cherish through and through
Every part of you
I do

Loving you's made me whole
Now I belong,
I found my home
Promise me we'll always stay
The way we are today

I can't ever imagine
If this never had happened
Oh, I thank God everyday
Almost lost you forever,
But I always remember
That you're my saving grace

baby you.

talk to b till two yesterday !
and she was like FALLING ASLEEP ! half dead i swear
ahahha ! she didnt even know what she was talking about.
& it was super funny. so nonsense & adorable at the same time.
i had to be the mean one again to hang up so that she'll go to sleep.
and not be so tired today, tell me i'm so damn nice please =D
baby was trying to annoy me !
by not answering me when i say BYE and GOODNIGHT.
it made me sad sad ): cause i have to hang her up when i cant bare to.
somemore when she's not answering me ! like guilty okay.
the feeling is like hanging up on someone on purpose. so idiot.
and i did, it was so heartbreaking okay !
but nvm, i still love you as much ! =D
and today today ! i woke at eight thirty !

8.30am
called b, no one pick up ):
8.40am
called again, no one pick up again )):
8.50am
called another time, no one pick up again again ))):
9am
called LAST time, still no one pick up )))):

how sad right? i told you YOU you woulden pick up ! ):
and you lazy bum sleeping =D aha baby.
i'm gonna go swimming later ! =DDD

ps/i have a tan ! (:


the feeling of you being so far away isnt nice.
i hate this, i hate myself feeling like that.
you filling up my whole mind.
i'm going crazy baby, thinking bout you.
the way you smile, the way you hold me
just the way you are. I MISS YOU MY BABY !! )':
&i cant tell you how much i miss you
&i cant tell you how much i love you
&i cant tell you how much i need you
&i cant tell you how much i want you
baby i'm telling you i do !
and b, you know why you've been feeling so tired.
even though you just woke up?
i've just figured it out
cause you've been running through my head a million times
throughout the whole damn night.
god, i miss you so fucking much.

-sweetheart, would you come nearer? -

today went to www to celebrate eunyse birthday!
it was love lah, although everybody was late late late.
some crazy laughthers and rides =D
suppose to go town with them! but it was really late.
and i had to be home early cause of my brother, damn.
but when i'm home, NO FUCKING ONE IS HOME!
i feel so weird going home so early today man! just so damn weird.
i feel lifeless ): its a saturday night for goodness sake.
& i wanna go for krunk !

baby, you're the sweetest thing on earth. =D

- And I don't know what I'd do if I would lose your touch-

happy 100th day baby!

went pp after school.
one by one so idiot, left me alone on the bus stop waiting alone.
so lonely okay! then got stupid sec one pple stare stare stare.
i dig out your eye ball ah, nb.
sheku is the most annoying piece of shit ever.
her eyes irritates me, her voice irritates me.
actually, her EVERYTHING make me feel like
going up to her an giving her a punch across the face.
went home and i ran! feeling proud of myself ! YAY =D

baby, i dont know whether it'll make you feel better or worse
when i told you about everything. i just dont wanna hurt you )=
but i know, from now on
i'll be running to you cause you're my mind.
so whatever problems i have, you have to think for me!
thats what you said =D i love you so much baby!
and you wanna know how much i need you?
you're the reason why i'm breathing, thats how much i need you b.
=D you're my everything.
i dont wanna see those scars on you anymore.
each time i see a scar on you, it cuts me a million times more.
so you know when i see five scars on you
its like there'll be 5 million more scars on me )=
so baby, i beg you not to ever ever lay that penknife
or whatever sharp objects on yourself anymore alright? it hurts alot.
every post is ending with you ! aha =D

today is just so pissing overall.
i wa angry for like 5467769623251654 million times.
i hate myself, i wanna stab myself awake.
why did i throw all those fucked up attitude?
its so idiot okay. i just hate today.
like hate hate today.
and i'm really stupid to be angry over those stuff.
i guess i was too stressed over art and all. )':
its all over, foregt about it.
tmr's gonna be a good good day man !
baby, its the 100th day ! and its eunyse girl BIRTHDAY!
its a good day and it shall be =D

-i just need to hold you tight, and nobody can take you away baby-

so many many things to blog !

eunyse' GIRL GIRL !
i hope everything is alright for you !
and remember whatever choice you make, we will always be there for u!
and you know even if its 3am and you want someone to talk to
you can call me me me ! and you should have called me that day =D
i'll be here ! family will always be here !! forever and ever will be.
and and there was a period when we drifted, i know.
but now we're back together again !
and i'm very very happy that we're close again.
we (ken pris me you) should cherish this friendship like never before.
TAKE CARE GIRL ! i'll always be hereALWAYS !
mommie loves you MILLIONS !

baby'
i'm sorry for those unwanted hurts and tears.
and i promise i wont cry for a stupid reason anymore.
(but i didnt cry for a stupid reason! i did because you were
and and it really hurts to hear you cry okay!)
ah nvm, its over. and i'm happy that everything is fine NOW.=D
i know you very good in spelling lah kay.
cause you're MY spelling bee ! AHA ! & only mine.
nobody can take you, i'm as selfish as you baby !
i will never wanna be best friends with you -now i said it-
never never never , cause you're my baby and forever will be =D
no more scars, no more tears baby.
just a happy ever after ending.
cause you're happiest kid on earth! and i'm the 2nd right.
baby, nobody has ever made me felt the way i do today.
i'll wanna be with you forever, & ever & ever.
you're all that i want and all that i need !
you mean the whole damn world to me baby. =D
I LOVE YOU MY BABY ! i know you do too =D! <3
you must must must be smiling now. =D

kendra' my little girl !
my lil girl ! everythings going fine for you i see !
and mummy is here supporting you.
its sad that we're gonna be in different class !
and u said you have a feeling that we're gonna end up in the same class.
JUST PRAY THAT ITS TRUE ! and we are gonna sit at the same place.
they dare sit at our place? i chase them away man ! 15 more days !
and i'll be having a son-in-law. YAY=D mommie loves you tons tons tons!
a big big hug for my little girl ! *HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS.

angela' EH SON !
angeigay ! i realise nowadays you're the one i pour into.
=D aha, who ask you SO retarded.
thanks for always knowing how to make me laugh.
even just know, i admit i laughed cause YOU came into my mind !
so funny ! i'm gonna miss two five, and those fights i have with you!
always so damn fucking violent ! but its so love man.
WITH CHALK AND BREASTS AND ICE AND WATER AND RACKET
AND ANYTHING YOU CAN FIND IN THE CLASS !!! =D
and the 1 2 3 BLOW BLOW LAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
and those matt talks ! eh, biseng sial, chip chip chip macam burong !
i love the way you'll make me laugh like a crazy woman form IMH.
but sometimes i feel like killing you cause i cant stop laughing, idiot.
well, i'll be here always ! its so damn weird to call you son !
AH WELLS, MOMMIE LOVES YOU FUCKER !

crystal' best friend and always will be.
girl ! i know that things have been bothering you.
but trust my girl, no one can ever replace you ! NEVER !
not even..... NO ONE !! and you'll always always be no.1 BEST FRIEND
no matter what happens ! so cheer up! everything will remain the same !!
you're the only one i can tell EVERYTHING to, and i mean EVERYTHING.
you know =D so fear not babe, you'll always be MY best friend forever.
i know i can always look for you when i'm troubled.
so i want to be the one whom you'll first think of when you're sad, okay?
you know, we know, we'll never be broken up by pple around us !
MOMMIE LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES YOU! =D

and to the rest of two five! and *FAMILY !!
its the best class ever man. and it can never be better !
how united we are =D
all those laughter and scoldings from teacher we share.
sighs, its really sad to even think we're gonna be split up soon.
like in a new class, you turn left its just not
who it was sitting there anymore.
evrything is just so gonna be different!
I DONT WANT TO SPLIT WITH 205!
all the bonds we shared are gonna be so missed )':
we have already grown so close with each another

i think this is like one of the longest post recently ! AHA=D
i failed my two most important subject and pass the rest.
like a 47 and 48 lah ! nabei so wasted okay !! ):
and i'm a happy happy girl !

baby can really spell ! =D

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

baby, forever and ever. =D
pass my chinese ! suprisingly man.
failed maths and english, expected.
i miss you badly. need you right here, right now. ):
and those tickle fights baby !
oh it's driving me crazy, there's no sight of you here.
just in my mind, running through a million times.
baby, thats how bad i'm missing you.
miss every little thing about you.
even the way your heart beats baby.
god dammit i miss you so damn much !! i wish i could have you here now.
this moment, this second.
i just wanna die in your arms. i wanna stay forever <3

another dirty little secret =D aha.
give me a big wet kiss baby !


and and i saw chewwwww today ! i went up 15 and then
a few stops she went down. she was damn sexy i swear !
wearing black spagetthi(sp?) and short shorts, wow.
i was so scared lah okay ! heng i didnt wear sleeveless, phew.

well well, todays been quite a rush.
:D aha, just another secret.

my dear little girl, i'm sure all those fuck shits they say wont
affect you, at all.
well, maybe it would, a little. but no worries, friends are all SUPPORTING YOU!
you need not be scared of her, she's NOT scary.
if she ever dare touches you, my girl.
thats what mummy is here for !! always here, just a phone call away.
even if you're in town and she touches you, wow.
she's gonna be so dead, mummy is gonna fly down to town and !THEDAYISSAVED.
see, nth to be scared about. =D
just pretend she's not there and life would be hell alot easier man.
just remember, anythg happen, mummy would gladly be the 1st one to be there !

yay, all i gotta say. good luck to you both ! you're both super sweet i swear.
p.s better be good to my daughter ! i'm watching you, always watching =D

baby i miss those tickle fights =D

i seriously hate hate hate hate hate madarin gardens security guard.
i swear if i wasnt in school uniform i would have shouted at him/
well, actually did lah but its so not the #)(%&_*$%(%$.
he fucking shouted at me okay ! nabei cheebye, not say i student you can bully okay.
fuck you man ! who do you think you are to shout at me, knn.
ccb, i curse you a million times over.

sat at twins table the whole day - get well soon twin ! -
its really really hard to pay attention when you're at the back.
i swear i wasnt paying attention to anything at all today.
either too busy chattering OR drawing (:
after school went pp and then to b house.
i was watching my liu sing hua yuan ! ahahhahahhahs.
and they did their art (isit counted when everything is done by her sister?:D)
well, they went home and i finished my cd6 ! ahahah.
baby i miss those kisses (:

-i told you i'll never wanna leave you and i mean it, trust me baby-

i pass my geog by 1 pathertic mark, how great?
i'm gonna flunk my science, seriously i swear man.

yay ! finnally watched click today .
well actually that show is alright lahhh.
i didnt cry okay, i didnt (:
there are like so many fucking shows i wanna watch !

1) tokyo drift FAST AND FURIOUS
2) an american haunting
3) ghost game ! ((:(nc16) its still possible !
4)see no evil
5)dragon tiger gate
6)hard candy(m18) at least i can try with my ezlink (:
7)the libertine (r21) so the impossible):
8)the break up
9)the devil wears prada
10)you me and dupree
11)joe tucker must die

oh slap me now cause that would cost me 9.50x11
=fucking$104.50
kill me now, cause i really wanna watch all these show.
and and and b ! liu xing hua yuan :D
today was love, and no more quarrels for tmr, promise.

-sweet, dark chocolate coated with a tint of mint-

why cant i get a spammer, shucks.
i wanna watch click ! who wants to watch with me?:D

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okay, it explains it all.
went parkway with baby after i changed.
i love b so much because she was already
so tired after netball but she still
went parkway with me cause she doesnt want me to be alone.
and we got lollies for daughters. (: tell me i'm a gd mummy.
then went to eat yoggi. my nicegirl wasnt there ):
home and i saw my friend today, she's wearing white.
i swear i love you so much b ! i bet you're smiling when you see this.
baby i miss you and your kisses and
your hugs and the way you hold me so tight i dont wanna ever let you go.
and the way you'll always sent me home.
for that i say, i love you i love you i love you ! so much
and i'm sorry for being so lousy today :D i know `1925
so are you smiling now? ((:

-you're my greatest love of all-

i'm home, early.
for once i'm home early !
its like i feel super weird to be home so early.
there's nth to do at home. nvm, at least it made me feel guai.(:
there's maths and geog ca this friday, shucks.

-before the end of the night, i wanna hold you so tight-