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YAY ! yesterday went to celebrate mm's birthday even though its over?
LIKE SHE TOTALLY REPEATED THAT ALOT OF TIME.
so yeah, i was so rushing in the morning !
12pm and i'm still at home. 12.30 AND i'm still at home.
and we're like suppose to meet at 12.30 at bedok mrt.
i dont know how the hell but i'm not late ((:
went cine and we were suppose to watch a movie but didnt.
walked around orchad awhile and we decided to walk to ps.
its not far lurh.
all i can rememer is eunyse and kendra making so much noise.
all the ; mummyyyyyyyy !! daddyyyyy !
like omg lahhhhhhhhh. so so, walked around ps and all.
and ate dinner there, dont ever eat at the food court i tell you.
the beef noodle is like, suck.
so one by one all go home.like why so early? WTH MAN.
mm and me decided to go b house.but she doesnt want to go her own house~
so we went to the playground and played swing.
it was kinda weird lah, its like the 7th month and we play swing at night.
so there was this time when b went to buy drinks.
and i was sitting there with mm then mm suddenly say.
how come got two leaves outside the door like that one?
then i freaked out lah; and obviously when you freaked out you will scream right.
so i screamed and mm screamed and she run off? and i ask her not to.
but very well, we walked off from there.
then when mm was shouting and shouting this woman from behind her
came so close to her, and shocked mm.
and then it made me feel so bad, cause mm is then scared of me )):
SORRY MM !! but its not my fault, you scared me first):
then went to parkway and then home.

-1956 ! i'm gonna win you b.-

after school was PAC room.
its fun lurh, all those crazy laughter.
its just super lunatic, and those superb shows.(:
well, after that went home and i realise my post is like
getting ftom short to shorter.
anyways, whatswith 2/5 and the family THANG ?
its getting super linked okay, like this-cousin-that-auntie that kinda.
i cant wait for tmr, but what am i gonna wear? *P A N I C S !

-i'll want my 998 b, i'm serious.-

sailing today.
i dont want two days training seriously.
its scary and tiring and i know i cant give that much commitment.
okay, whatever. i'm just... i dont know.
its damn tiring i swear.
and byte is fucking scary.
i dont know whats wrong, but whatever happens it just dont seem to affect me anymore.
its just.... gone.

-Give me anything Anything to keep me breathing-

went b house today.
and we studied, i did my maths ! ahhhhs.
and and i tell you ar, she take like forever to finish them.
i have to like keep asking her to hurry up do while i was using her lt.
aha, then its like freezing in there.
ohoh, and i was like so guai today. I LOOK GUAI(even though i already do)
hurr, then then bout 7 plus went home. i really really really didnt wanna go b ):
went parkway and bought that $28 sim card and NOW it has like $150.
i'm like HAPPY (((: sms till SIAO, call till SIAO.
ilb ! i feel random :D

-i drive myself crazy, thinking of you-

i swear today was boring and i waste of time.
grghhh~ and i realise 2/5 won quite alot ahh.
and and i left my bloody book under the freacking table !
went crystal's house after school.
and i SWEAR this person looks like b.
hahahhahahhahaaahhaahhahas, its like super funny lah.
crystal and i just burst out laughing damn loudly.
reached home and brotherr was home.
oh nooo. but he's booking in on sunday already !
three cheers for me (:
oh and and and, i have this damn deep cut on my thumb there
and when the metal cut me, i was so damn calm.
i dont know how i can remain so calm i tell you.
there was like blood all over the sink and the floor.
it just didnt stop ozzing out alot of blood until abt 15 minutes later.
its like fucking deep and i'm stil wondering why didnt i worry at all.
one part of me was panicking but most of me was like thinking its nth big.
took a cloth and warp it so teh blood wont
drip to the floor while i goon looking for a plaster and then
i just simply took a plaster and paste it on? how great am i.
but think its starting to take its pain on me now, fuck.


-i felt so empty without b today-

bmw is boring, seriously.
they just make us sit in the hall and watch brokeback mountains.
for hours we'll just die in intense heat i tell you.
then after bmw got drama.
ohhhhh; we are the drama mamas?
sounds stupid but nice and the same time. i dont know (:
then after that went pp. and hom-ed.
it was such a boring day/
but b always seem to make my day, always. ((:

-i feel like you've always been, forever a part of me-

went parkway today after school.
i guess i was just like pmsing?
not in the mood at all. KENDRA TAN ! i'm not piss so dont worry. LOVE<3
went to starbucks after that. then left me mm and b.
mm was being retarded with her new best friend/ sorry mm !
i didnt mean to scare you ! (actually i did mean to :P)
then mm went home tooo(with her best friend), stupid idiot moron.(:
i was being so annoying not deciding where to go, sorry b.
took 15 home. saw charmain and xinyi one the bus.
shut up charmian , SHUT UP. (((:
then reached my house, and what?
it was really retatarded.
b said these things to the sky (its god she's speakign to she claims)
; can i have dreams? can i have dreams? thank you.
oh and i said thank you. and please let me remember them thank you
and i said thank you.
i feel like a bee ! a spelling bee ! -.-"
'and some other otherr rubbish rubbish'
so retarded i tell you! but no matter how retarded you'll still be my b. (:
and i'm falling deeper in love with you each time my heart beats.
so love, i promise i'll never doubt you again, NEVER.

-you're mine mine mine mine AND only mine-

yayayayayaya.
went to school today and i stained stained stained like a million times.
wtf man ! heavy like mampose taknak.
i hope to be a little kid once more.
just one day, to see how primary schhol is AGAIN.
tmr there's BMW and tmr's tmr and tmr's tmr's tmr.
yay, no more falling asleep in class and trying to get my eyes open and always FAIL.
no more nags from teachers. no more homework to chiong.
no more STRESS ! mofo.
went library like AGAIN lah. my third home;thanks.
and all the pasar malam food is giving me tons of fats to add on.
homeworked? NO, but i want to.
off i go, this is crazy.
i've decided to climb stairs form today onwards, SEVEN STOREYS EVERYDAY !

-i'm asking myself for answers but i just dont seem to know them-

its the 17th and there are many more to come <3

oh, school was really fuckkk.
and and i have so many homework to do !
omg lahhh. kill me PLEASE.
i hate school work !! i'm feeling annoyed by myself.
lastly, i wanna buy a cup of milo(maybesoyacausemilois70cents)
and pour it right down you. good idea?
come on ! i know you know who.
RIGHT CRYSTAL ? haaaaaaaaaaaas.
motherfarger.

-would you take my hand, and never let me go-

finally changed my skin.
its just sick and tired of my old skin(:

-angela,kendra,mm,mel,pris-
yesterday went to watch pirates of caribean(sp?)
went orchad;cine. NO MORE SHOWS? omfg.
then walked to ps there.
decided to go grand cathay, thought there would be tickets.
but we were WRONG man. no more ticket as well, cb.
then we WALKED all the way to bugis. like wth wth.
there was like so little seats left LAH. got the 8.30 show with three rows from the screen?
pathetic oh my god.
got the tickets and then went to walk around bugis abit cause we had like many hours left.
went up to cinema and show started.
i seriously hates the bing bong bing bong sound.
its annoying and irritating and scary.
it wasnt as great as what it was said to be.
or isit just me not watching the ending?
my eyes were like hurting alot, so i like kinda fell asleep ! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA((:
eh, kendra did too okay !! its really too near to the screen lah !
and the chair is so not comfy, bloody shit hole.
swear i'm never gonna go bugis cinema EVER man.
unless the show which i really really really want to watch
have it only at bugis.
but that is like so the 0.0000000000000000001% chance. :D
ended at 11, so its like a freaking 2 and a half hours movie.
reached home at twelve and NOBODY WAS HOME EXCEPT FOR FATHER.
walaoooooooooooooooo, shld have stayed out longer right; tsk.
there's school tmr): fuck.

-a palce wehre i can share;with you-

i seriously feel like deleting this blog.

Always said I would know where to find love
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough
But sometimes I just felt I could give up
But you came and you changed my whole world now
I'm somewhere I've never been before
Now I see
What love means

i want to post.
but i have no idea what to post about.
posting about the day is just too boring farg.
well, so many things have happened.
and why not just dont post at all, thats the best huh.
another nonsense post of mine.
i just remembered i teared during drama today.
and i also know many did too (:

-can't you hear my heart beat so?i can't let you go.want you in my life-

omfg, like a thousand years have pass.
i feel like the blog is dead.
but whenever i come to this page.
i'll be like typing one whole bunch of rubbish.
then i'll decide not to post at all.
its such a smart thing to do.
eh, at least better then post rubbish right.
and i think this post is still rubbish.
but who cares, as long as i've updated it. it'll look updated.
((: make sense? YES.
school is just,BORING. like totally when i'm sitting right infront?
to read a bloody message is like so fucking hard okay!
sitting right in front is just not my kind of thing.
i miss my old seat ! where i can pratically do anything i want. fuck
pp-ED again, like usual. i swear i'm broke, seriously.
anyone wants to yang wo? so kidding.
hurr, MONEY MONEY ! show me what i want now ~
i swear today was SUAY lah.
suay until cannot suay anymore. )':
hass, i'm not gonna open my mouth and say stupid stuff, EVER.
i'm feeling retarded. thanks to angela that farger.
make me laugh like one stupid fuck. BLOW ! 'ONE, TWO ` hahahahahhas !
never till three. ((: i promise myself to STOP all vulgarities.
and i know i can do it ! have faith in me lah, say until i really cmi like that.
hurr, i'll prove i can. (((:

-a million reasons; especially for you baby. ilu-