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i'm tired out.
worn out, i need my fucking sleep.
on the way home today, i was almost falling asleep.
when this guy came up the bus.
he seriously freaking look like paul !
like ass shit !! just size smaller and hair abit the shorter.
hurr, hot please. GOD ~
then i was so awake, gahs (:

first day of school? i need my sleep oh fuck.
two and a half hours is NOT enough.
whats more i'm already use to having my twelve hours of sleep EVRYDAY?
god god, please help me. i dont know why i said that but yah.(:

is wasnt THAT bad i think.
morning was KABOOM high babay.
laugh like mad cow drop from the sky.
then was boring boring and boring.
sat at he back, tmr's gonna be front already.
how dread`.

eunyse my dear, i know its hard to just say we want the old you abck.
and you tranform like a transformer to your old self.
dont worry, we'll be waiting for the EUNYSE KWOK.
the girl who RAAAHHHS ! with me all the time to come home.
with arms wide open girl. :D
let the past be the past, right?
yes, dont let it affect this friendship.
i hope (((:

-somethings are not that hard to understand; i can see and hear-

i was hoping to see you online.
apparently you're not, gahs.
this is driving me crazy ! i NEED to top up my card.
soon, REAL SOON.

-imu, baby-

holiday is going to end, dread it.
i want it to last forever.
and not have to wake up at bloody 6am everyday.
homework? haven even started.
and now, i'm sitting right infront.
WORST ; simply DONT wanna go back school.

eng maths scince chinese ; not even a single touch.

i curse that person who went into my house.
search porn web and dating web.
I CURSE YOU CHEEBYE.
you fucker who took my wallet while you get out.
i curse you lose your handphone, wallet.
everything tat is precious to you.
your lifts get stuck. and explodes, so you die.
you choke on fishball, so you die.
if i ever know who the fuck took my wallet, i'll open a torture chamber.
worst then hostel.
and i'll drill holes into your fingers slowly for taking my wallet.
then cuts them off with a ruler,slowly, so you feel the pain .
shuff them down your throat.
i'll burn that freaking penis of yours for using MY com to surf porn web.
and then i'll poke needles into that freaking ball of yours.
then with the thread, i''ll sew both your balls together.
you nabei pua bye. and i'm not done yet.
i'm not gonna let you die.
i'll clip off your toenails for going into MY house you fucker.
then i'll cut off your ankle and lets you go.
but you cant ! your ankle will then slit open and YOU feel the pain.
i'll burn your eye balls off, and lastly i'll cut open your head.
SEES YOUR BRAIN ! ohh, so thats the thing that gave you the idea of
taking MY freaking wallet.
i'll slowly cut piece by piece of your brians off and then you'll die in a VERY slow pace.
thanks, you're dead.

saranghee yo means i love you
dai biao zhe wo li bu kai ni
mei fen mei miao mei yi ge sheng yin
zhi you ni sha jiao hui rang wo wei xiao
saranghee yo zhi dui ni shuo
i will love you and forever more
wo da ying ;baby you will see
mei yi ge wo dou shu yu ni

working for five hours isnt fun.
its boring like shit.
hurhur, now i have second thoughts of working.
i'm freaking tired and sleepy.
gahs, but its so early now?

-just take me in and keep from the rain-

jealousy forms a potent and poisonous cocktail that drains our energy
enslaves our inner world
harms our relationship
causes suspicion and mistrust
and is sometimes based on a misinterpretation.
'now, it proves my english is not that bad :D

- i love you anyways -

gahs, went ariane house today, AGAIN.
was so high, hahhahas. especially on ariane's wonderful bed.
i think her room is messy, but cosy.
now i understand why she miss so many days in school.
ho`lazy ass.
i almost fell asleep on her bed, its just so nice and cosy !
and and under the blanket is so *erhem. UNBREATHE-ABLE.
laugh at that dumb angela making those weird noises.
then that ariane ar i tell you.
buay tahan, take pictures with angela phone untill no batt?
haaaas, i pity that angela.
then went home by cab cause i have freaking no money to take bus home.
mum paid` haaaaaas. ate prata then home-d
yay, such a freaking short post; and its really boring.

-too strong, for too long and I can't be without you baby-

i guess god answered to my prays hur.
but in the wrong way, sorry, it wasnt appreciated.
it was so pain i felt like just jumping down the building and ending it.
of all the pains in the world.
i realise, the pain i cannot tahan the most is freaking stomach ache.
eh, i know now you're thinking that i'm a weak freak.
ask me to bear all the other kinds of pains , i believe i can.
but stomach pain? THATS the kind of pain i cannot bear.
now i know`hooo.
i'm all fine now, i hope.
vomited dont know how many freaking times today.
like almost vomiting my whole stomach out already.
gah`thinking about it makes me feel so sick.

P.S ; KENDRAS BACK TOMORROW !
-sometimes, i really wish i could just know what you're thinking-

i dont have to urge to blog.
but i hate it when i come to my blog and sees the smae old post.
so sickkening to the eyes.
well, maybe the lack of post is due to the lack of adventures in my life.
life is slow now, so slow i dont even know if i really exist.
i wanna climb mt everest one day for the sake of excitement.
WAIT, maybe not climb a mountain.
but something tat is fun, exciting, life risking.
something that i can feel the fear, the pain. whatever.
arghhh, i'm blogging rubbish.
so i should stop (: cheers.

- i wanna hold you tight throughout the night-

well well.
i have a urge to blog, guess i'm just having itchy fingers.
:D it is good or isit bad ?
oh wells, who cares, it wont make a difference.
today, went orchad.

i was walking towards the MRT.
then this guy from GREAT EASTERN came up to me and
he asks me to like what ? buy insurance .
then i was like : err, do i look THAT old to you ?
he stun tio, then i was like no thanks and i walked away.
WAAAAAAAAAH, i look so young and innocent why would i need to buy insurance.
assshole i tell you, ASSHOLE. i'm still young okay.
then met angela on the train.
but i look like a complete moron walking straight through the train.
then found her SITTING, how more kind can she get ?
and she stands after i told her that she's so kind.
at least she understands what i'm telling her. :D
then reached orchad and went to eat and eat.
i think i gain like 21654984kg today.
arshu is damn fast i tell you, FAST.
hurhur, made us wait for dont know how long.
in the end, decided to watch movie.
SHE'S THE MAN. the shows really not bad.
funny and i love the cinema pple.
all so united, when a goal is scored, EVRYBODY CLAPPED AND WOOOO !!
so united right ? thats what i call nice pple. :D
the show is just super funny and retarded larh. go watch it.
after movie decided to go pp.
when i board the bus, i realise i coulden find my ez link.
GRHHH ~ ohooh, theres a woman , who is really kind.
cause i shoutes across the bus all the way back at angela if she have any coins.
then then , this women came and ask me how much i need.
THANKS !! even though i didnt take her money.
i doubt she'll read this, so theres no point thanking her now. -.-"
FINDING AND FINDING my ezlink.
hoping its still somewhere inside my bag.
but ~ its not. i lost my fucking ez link.
i felt like a complete moron.
how can i even lose my ezlink for goodness sake !?!?
how dumb can i get, seriously, i felt like slapping myself. but that'll be retarded.
went pp, took my passport photo, so that i can go and make my ezlink back tmr.
i look abit the COCK in the photo, great.
decides to go home, everywhere we go is SIAN. go home lahhhhhhhhh.
so i took fifteen, and was entertained by two malay guys.
WALAO, kpo sialah. message also they want to see.
haaah, i used angelas method. type out : fucking kpo pple seeing what i type.
then then , he look away. WTH` they are bored hur.
and their singing sucks btw. AND AND AND.
they insulted PAUL TWOHILL ;
`ohh, he is like acting so emo sia lah, i look better then him sial !!`
LIKE HELLO ?
if you can sing better then him, you would have already got in the competiton.
and in fact, my mother can sing better then you . :D
and you malay guys, so annoying !! i felt like stabbing them right through their eyes.
blind malays. I HAVE NTH AGAINST MALAYS, its just some. -PEACE- ((:
THEN , he saw his friend at the bus stop.
and i was at the window seat.
so he stretch out his hands OVER me and waves to his friend.
wtf man, seriously, cant you see i have breasts ?!?!
and and , if the bus jerks , i'll leave a red mark on that stupid face of yours.
brainless cockSTERS, go suck your fathers cock larh.
heng the bus never jerk i tell you, so....... GRHHHH !! annoying larh.
got down the bus and started walking to my lift.
this malay auntie came running, so being the OH-SO-WONDERFUL me.
i opened the door for her larh.
then she was panting and panting, i was thinking in my mind.
`if she didnt take this lift will kill her meh ? like must run until like that , HA`
then she decides to open a conversation with me .

auntie ; wah, very tired ah? so hot outside.
me ; err, yeah. *fakely laughs*
auntie ; you just coem back form work hur ?
me ; HARRRRRRH ? me ? WORK !?!?
auntie ; yah , you just come back from work ?
me ; ERRRRRRRRRRRR, no ? i came back from NOWHERE ? i'm still a student.
auntie ; ohhhhh, *laughs hysterically*( i bet she was just PAISEH) then what school you studying at ?
me ; KC, err, katong convent.
auntie ; katong convent polytechnic or jc ?
me ; SECONDARY . ( there is no JC or POLY name KC for goodness sake)
auntie ; ohhhh, so this year o'levels hur ?
me ; HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, i'm only sec two . *smiles BIGLY.
auntie ; hahahahhahaahahah !! ohhhhhhhhh~ okay okay.
me ; hur, okay. BYE. NICE MEETING YOU.
auntie ; *still laughing at dont know what* OKAY OKAY. nice meeting you too.

like HELLO ? do i look so old to you ?
grghhhh ~ so annoying can !! i'm young young YOUNG.
i'm only fourteen oh please. YOUNG AND INNOCENT FOURTEEN.
i dont get why pple are looking at me like i'm some old auntie. ):
it makes me feel so OLD AND AUNTIE-ISH. and i dont like it.

-theres a little bit of something in me , and everything else in you-