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i cant typre properly, my arms are hurting me .
very hurting, its the first time its so DEAD ?
i cant help but think, maybe i should stop thinking.
and then MAYBE things would go the right way.
hais, i just dont know what else to do.
i know many pple are dissapointed in me.
what i have done, but i have no other choice to vent it out.
i'm numb to things , cause i'm really tired of finding out the truth.
the truth just bring tears, i dont wanna hear them.
but yet, i wanna know. whats true and whats decieving me.
life is full of shit, i just dont know what to believe and what not to believe anymore.
the fake truth of the true lies? i need you.
but if its true, i rather you go.
i just need to see you happy, then i'll be.
i dont wanna have you when your soul and heart is still with her.
i know i cant expect the 100% you, but i'm really sick and tired of lies.
maybe its me, its me tat is thinking too much.
but dont tell me i've been deceived blindly by her friends and mine?
it's driving me crazy.

-warnings i dont know how to avoid-