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Saturday, April 29, 2006
to both of you.i'm so sorry, i made you feel so bad yesterday.
its all my fault, in the first place i shouldnt have even told you
that thing.
seriously, if i had not, it would not lead to all this.
how bad i felt making all those tears.
i really do.
to you.i would never believe you would actually tear in front of me.
never never, you know it seems so pain to me.
even doh you're the one wanting to cy.
my hearts
tearing. dont, because it hurts me more than it hurts you.
i'm seeing you cry. you know how much pain that is?
promise me you wont cy anymore.
to people yesterday.i felt like a total
bitch yesterday.
i'm sorry.
i know some of you dont trust me .
and of telling her what you all have said yesterday.
i wont. i promise i wont.
it wont do me any good either.
its a
promise that everything is erased once stepped out of that room.
and it'll never be broken, all of you too.
to you people.i know, people are starting to hate her alot.
alot alot alot, and seems that i'm the only one okay with her.
i carn hate her, because she has done nth wrong to me.
and there may be things she has done totally
bitched to other pple.
that she's wrong.
but have you thought, how would she feel if she finds out that pple
talking to her daily is actually hating her?
and hating her so much. yet shes talking to them.
put yourself in her shoes , and imagine you're in a class
where practically your whole group of friends actually didnt like you at all.
well, i sorry if you think i'm siding her.
i tell you i'm not, i'm just giving my opinion of how she'll feel.
you can diagree with that and call me a total
bitch to help her.
but i'm not saying you're all against her, its just my opinion.
-to be accepted is difficult, learing to accept is even harder-