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i was suppose to be studying, and i guess now everyone is studying.
like wow, was studying alrh just now, then all the song play.
reminded me of * and then, guess what? i carn focus already.
thinking and thinking of everything just made me stop studying.
i wanna get you off my mind.

-maybe its time for me to give up and forget all these things-

to both of you.
i'm so sorry, i made you feel so bad yesterday.
its all my fault, in the first place i shouldnt have even told you that thing.
seriously, if i had not, it would not lead to all this.
how bad i felt making all those tears.
i really do.

to you.
i would never believe you would actually tear in front of me.
never never, you know it seems so pain to me.
even doh you're the one wanting to cy.
my hearts tearing. dont, because it hurts me more than it hurts you.
i'm seeing you cry. you know how much pain that is?
promise me you wont cy anymore.

to people yesterday.
i felt like a total bitch yesterday.
i'm sorry.
i know some of you dont trust me .
and of telling her what you all have said yesterday.
i wont. i promise i wont.
it wont do me any good either.
its a promise that everything is erased once stepped out of that room.
and it'll never be broken, all of you too.

to you people.
i know, people are starting to hate her alot.
alot alot alot, and seems that i'm the only one okay with her.
i carn hate her, because she has done nth wrong to me.
and there may be things she has done totally bitched to other pple.
that she's wrong.
but have you thought, how would she feel if she finds out that pple
talking to her daily is actually hating her?
and hating her so much. yet shes talking to them.
put yourself in her shoes , and imagine you're in a class
where practically your whole group of friends actually didnt like you at all.
well, i sorry if you think i'm siding her.
i tell you i'm not, i'm just giving my opinion of how she'll feel.
you can diagree with that and call me a total bitch to help her.
but i'm not saying you're all against her, its just my opinion.

-to be accepted is difficult, learing to accept is even harder-

wow, i think my blogs dead.
but its just that i carn be bothered to post?
its a form of lazyness. THANKS.
theres nth to blog about.

- i know what i said werent fake-

-love miss tan to bitss !! -
-memories that will stay till forever -

you melt my heart.
its too deep to even crawl out now.

people complaining that my blog is dead.
WELL, its alive NOW. :D
anyways.
saw alot of posts saying.
now its IT and mrJUSTIN sucks.
ohhh, so bad to him larhs.
his kind, well, BLIND.
he doesnt care what you do during IT.
isnt that good enough? i think it is.

have a good life.

gonna stop posting for a while now.
apologies, its just too much things is happening.
too many hard trainings.
too many exams to study.
and with you around, its even worst.
because all i could think is about you.

i think, i think i'm all over you.

you're like this big distraction in my life.
evrything i do, you're always in my mind.
when will i ever get you out?
i just keep thinking and thinking about you.

-stop dangling me high above the ground-

had cheerleading prilimanary round today.
was so damn scared, will we ge t in?
i dont know. i really dont.
i cant get you out of my mind.
maybe its because you're...

-love does not weigh and measure and calculate and
restrain its impulses and checks its flood.-

april fool april fool.
didnt even care about it untill this secuirity guard in cine was like
"eh girl, you drop your money, HAHA, april fool."
when we all was like where where?
damn funnny larh the guard. so spontaneous.
then started to callalot of pple, saying tht some1 got admitted to hospital
and in critical situation. and have to come down NOW.
all BELIEVED, hahahahha !! including MISS TAN LITING
and she almost got of the bus?
see see, i know i'm convincing.
after that went ECP, and started to act like as if me and deserie was fighting
and pple will like just stare at us?
ITS APRIL FOOL, and angela used the same trick
as the guard to a passerby? it was damn hiralious.
walked so much, my leg hurts.
so much adding the training.
nth is going through my mind now so yarh.
is you find this post driving you to lalaland
i dont blame you, because i'm like going there in a few seconds.
good day and good bye. :D

-if ever you were in my shoes, you would feel how i do for you-