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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
What's the point of just keeping me at home? i wont learn , TRUST ME. i wont, ground me for all i care, it wont help a bit in my studies. you just dont understand how to control the hell outta me. now what you're doing is just TRYING to take control of me. which is totally driving me nuts, when i become a parent, i certainly will not belive in grounding. becuase there's no farking point. look at it, you just make the kid miserable and what do you get? HATRED and more rebellion on the kid .why dont you look at my results in a different angle? i DID improve on my ranking.and that proves that its still an improvement !!
i DONT take scoldings and then say"hey why dont i show him i can do better?"sorry, i'm NOT that kind of person if you think that'll work on me.did you see an improvement when you try to use that "method"the answer is NO !! why dont you try other methods? you just DONT WANT.and thinks that you're the best. HEY, i'm NOT you okay.if you dont wanna go JC yourself, i DONT wanna go neither okay.stop trying to put me somewhere you carn be last time. STOP THIS SHIT.seriously, why can't you say, "hey, your science is good and i want your english to be as good as that, no failing of launguage subjets.you can do it i'm sure, just put in a your best effort" when you hear rhis, wont you fell like "yeah, i will" and you dont feel like dissapointing that personbecuase he have so much faith in you.not by saying, you didnt even try. you are just lazy.you're groundedeven if you get all A1 and one fail, i'll still be grounding you. FARK OFFthat way, you jsut demoralised me and made me think "FINE i'm lazy okay !!, WHAT THE FARK I WORK SO HARD FOR MY SCIENCE FOR?""i should just dont work for anything at all !! since he said i never even try, then i dont larh"
not letting me go out is bullshit, why dont you just say you can go out, but first i want you to do this this to improve your english a little, i will learn this way.
when she's in charge of me, i passed my english.
and only failed my maths by 2. FARK YOU.
you dont even know me, and you wanna control me.
even though i stay out more when she's in charge of me, my results arent that bad,
compared to when you are in charge of my life.
because i know, she have faith in me, she let me do whtever want.
thats WHY , i dont wanna dissapoint her.
DONT YOU GET IT? you dont know me at all.
but the most heartaching thing is that when i said, "at least i get A1 (90) for my science right"and he said " so ? you think you want to go into science stream with that A1 and DnT A2,please larh, dream on."WTF, why wont you say " thats good, but its your maths and english that is also double wieghtage, keep your science there and try to make you way up ther for maths and science."WONT you pple want to hear ? when you yourself is already dissapointed in the result and someone there is still stepping you down.LOOK at the positive side please, for once .why carn you just look at the POSITIVE side of me?if i ever get into science stream in sec 3,i did it for my form teacher , not for you.-maybe you think it helps, BUT IT DONT. --i really wanna get out of this family, just that one day would really be great-