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shit, why didnt i wake up today?
i regret, like fark.
miss tan would be seeing us today FOR LAST !!
and i didnt go school, how smart of me.
WOW, regret larh can !!

miss tan:
read this and you have to go for the saturday cheerleading.
:D hahaha, didnt get to see you today okay !
better come on sat, you said OK yesterday. [:

today, school was a heck.
the new histoy teacher sucks, she sucks so much i wanna squash shit on her face.
sorry to do that, but that is really what we felt.
she like scolded kendra on the first day?
WTH larh cans. like what? she didnt know kendra was the rubbish person
who talks RUBBISH?
fark her man, i hopes she falls and break her head.

during school hours, it seems that what everybody was waiting for was the end of school.
and obviously MISS TAN !! well, we missed her so much already !!
assembly everyone was so kanjiong, TO SEE MISS TAN !!
assembly finish and when we were walking up the class, saw miss tan at the balcony there.
CHIOG AR !! everybody ran up,haaaaah,too bad i have the key.
i was smart enough to take it from lailin before we ran up.
RAN all the wayy, and evrything that same out of our mouth was "miss tan !!"
went into class and gave miss tan the bear and the card. TOUCHED PLEASE.
everybody were there, and she had something for us,[:
took out her guitar, i knew she was going to sing with that.
then she ask if we got watch moulan rouge or however you spell that.
i KNEW she was going to sing the "i hope you dont mind "
that song, really, she did.
it was dman touching and obviously tears were there once more.
control and control, but some tears just coulden be helped.
teared, a bit,if we cried like shit again,we would make miss tan cry AGAIN.
nonono, we dont want that to happen.
shazlin was woow, come in "miss tan miss tan !! AHHHH !!" and cried.
many cried today , but this time its tears of joy seeing miss tan again.

decided to go parkway have lunch with miss tan, HAAAH.
she had to caryy this big bear all around and its name is CUCUMBER.
i know i know, its irrelevant BUT its how we like it . [:
it was so cute with miss tan , the bear.
went yoshinoya and ate, then to swensens.
MISS TANS TREAT, really pity her larh.
have to treat 12 pple? was really great.
it was so late already, we had to get to the cheer practise.
went gym at first,but theres no way to practise the song dance.
so went a bit crazy then laugh like idiots who are crazy.
then me and sandra and sharon went to find mr lululu.
and found music room great. :D and ask the rest to go too.
dance dance, high high high and LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH !!!
was crazyLY fun today especially with miss tan around.
-i know you're smiling NOW miss tan [:-
six, had to leave the school, went to seven eleven and talked.
and then homed. didnt really want to leave
knowing that tmrw we wont be seeing miss tan during history.
empitiness fills us all, i know.

YES miss tan, every weekend you hve to spend with a bunch of fourteens.
YES, when we're eighteen , you have to bring us go clubbing.
YES, you have a bunch of leech stuck on you and no point trying to get them of.
YES, we're going to invite you for class parties.
YES, you are coming for sports day, kendra will call your boss for you.
YES, we love you !!
YES, WE MISS YOU ALREADY !!!
YES, you have to love and miss us too.

miss tan:
if you ever pounds upon my blog, this is what i have to say.
really enjoyed today with you around.
but knowing that today would be your last day in school with us,
it really hurts seeing you leave. even though its just a term.
we are already a family.
we love you, and you know we'll aways do.
no one will and ever could replace the spot in our hearts with you in.
and dont you ever forget 2o5 and that spot in your heart
NEVER to be replaced by anyone or anything.
how i wished this would never end, time would stop and freeze right at that moment
when we're all together, without thinking of any pains or sorrows
of you leaving us behind once more.
i guess this is really how life works, comes and goes.
never will the memories fade away, and remember when we're eighteen
you have to bring us go MOS, its a promise and never will we allow you to break it.
maybe the months coming, we might lose contact
and then years to come,we might even foget each other.
but truly from the bottom of our souls, we truly treasure the times we spend together.
and if i had one wish, i would wish to relived them once more.
miss tan, we love and dearly misses you so much, no matter what happen
you will always be 2o5's number one. remember that miss tan.
you're the best,and you'll never be forgotten.

-you're the best gift god has given us-

FAMILY DAY.

a mix of everything.
great? nah, i dont think so . it was kinda a emo day for most 2o5 people.
the lost of miss tan. -er, nono, dont get it all wrong , NOT funeral kay-
as in like yah, shes leaving and will not be teaching us anymore.
wait wait, i shall be kind and use the later part for MISS TAN. :D
be hounered okay miss tan, haaaaaah.

first went kendra house in the morning and boil the pearls.
and and and , when to school then sell sell sell.
HAAAA, i think our hygiene is like 0% can.
anyhow pour drinks and use hand and all.
terrible i tell you, but its really very stressing larhs.
so many orders of different flavours !!
then shouting for whose flavour issit, was like damn funny?
and then one thing i cannot forget is that sharon was so busy,
she said greentea for greenapple ice blend.
hahahahhaha !! i was making halfway with sotong then we started
laughing like siao cha bo, cannot stop, it was damn funny.

after that, ice finished. decided to run go seven eleven buy ice.
then then on the way , saw eunyse they all at the haunted house quee.
they were like reach already? so i wanted to go in with them;
then then, kendra wanted to go in too, so so, in the end me and kendra
go in together, like two pple? scary larh !!
when i steped inside and ALONE , i realised kendra went out,
because she was scared and didnt want to go in.
in the end, i drag her in, she hid behind my back to whole way and then SCREAM.
its like w.t.h ahahhahhaa. funny sia lah.

bought ice, went back and decided to REST,
went to watch the CSS sing.
adriano was like cute, but dao was definete.
performance finished, meet miss tan.
went to haunted house agian,
this time with miss tan, sandra and sharon.
then it was like hilarous,
everybody kept pushing miss tan to go forward.
then she keep saying wait wait,
some ghost grb my butt TWICE and sandra's once.
then miss tan hit some ghosts chest? and then said sorry to the ghost?
i wont even talk to them , MY GOD !! hahahhhahhaa.
after that wanted to go disco mania BUT, it was like dman lame.
so we didnt go.

then then, miss tan said she needs to go for her driving lessons already.
but we really didnt want her to leave,its like she wont be teaching us anymore.
and she is leaving so early.when she walking out that time,we were still okay.
then said the "miss tan we love you we do" that cheer that time,she left us.
but after that,we just dont wan to just see her leave
so we RUn to the gate there
having the fact that the floor was like BLOODy slippery and we
might have a chnace of falling and breaking our head.
stand there and waited for her,eunyse said she felt like cyring.
but didnt at first.
then miss tan send sharon this message;
you guys are making walking away very difficult"
then i read that out,i coulden control but let those tears filled me eyes.
and then my heart was like dont cry !!
but it just coulden be controlled and then i teared.
eunyse saw me tear and cried too,then one by one, they all cried.
even worst , when we saw miss tan walking towards us.
it wasnt what i wanted to do but,my heart just drop and hope all this isnt true.
that she is really leaving us,but it is.
we teared so badly,seriously i've never seen twenty pple cried at one time.
well ,maybe there is ,but at FUNERALS?
then we had this talk that made things worst,
its just crying and more crying.
miss tan had to go,we followed her out to take a cab.
but its just something that we really dont want her to go .
we had to-
when she go the cab, everyone eyes and face was already red .
i knew we shoulden have cried and made miss tan felt even worst.
but it was just there, we really dont want her to leave,
its that attachment we already had.
we dont wanna lose that, we dont.
everyone went back to school still weeping deep inside.
and sat there and cried for almost an hour.
it was so hard to accept reality.

family day ended and decided to meet miss tan at jades house.
meet there and swam.
it was laughters this time round, but i know that deep down,
its still that weepingchild in everyone.
for some time of that, i really felt like crying,
but i just controlled.
because i woulden wanna cause crys again.
swam, ate , took pictures , talked and changed.
wanted to go ECP, but thers nth to do there, so decided to go PP.
left me kendra ariane and miss tan.
went macs, ate , and went into PP when the shops are all closed?
THANKS kendra. -.-"
was time, wanted to go home in bus
butten like kendra say want share cab.
hahahaha, we plan properly where and how to go.
FIRST ariane then kendra then me then miss tan.

reached home at 10.30.
-i wished i wished that you would just stay-

eunyse is jealous, because her cookie cannot.
HAAAAHS, i miss arshu many many larhs.
now IT lesson, i'm hungry.
VERY HUNGRY, i wanna eat some food.
need to do my science badly, if not i die.
to pass up every homework was my promise.
and i hope i will keep by it.

hais hais hais, long long time no post already.
was busy, trying so hard to ren and go school everyday even though how tired i was.
miss chew is killing me, just because i promised her i will make her proud.
some way or another, i feel i really want to.
and i will :] . so many things happening.
all is like connected, i see so many pple sad also down there HAIS.
its seriously damn sad, i never thought things would ever end like that.
maybe not end, but the process is damn pain.
hearing both sides are like you really want to clear it up BUT you carn.
i hope things will turn out better, soon.

-if you get there before i do, dont give up on me.-

What's the point of just keeping me at home? i wont learn , TRUST ME.
i wont, ground me for all i care, it wont help a bit in my studies.
you just dont understand how to control the hell outta me.
now what you're doing is just TRYING to take control of me.
which is totally driving me nuts, when i become a parent, i certainly will not belive in grounding.
becuase there's no farking point. look at it,
you just make the kid miserable and what do you get?
HATRED and more rebellion on the kid .
why dont you look at my results in a different angle? i DID improve on my ranking.
and that proves that its still an improvement !!

i DONT take scoldings and then say"hey why dont i show him i can do better?"
sorry, i'm NOT that kind of person if you think that'll work on me.
did you see an improvement when you try to use that "method"
the answer is NO !! why dont you try other methods? you just DONT WANT.
and thinks that you're the best. HEY, i'm NOT you okay.
if you dont wanna go JC yourself, i DONT wanna go neither okay.
stop trying to put me somewhere you carn be last time. STOP THIS SHIT.
seriously, why can't you say, "hey, your science is good and i want your english to be as good as that, no failing of launguage subjets.you can do it i'm sure, just put in a your best effort" when you hear rhis, wont you fell like "yeah, i will" and you dont feel like dissapointing that person
becuase he have so much faith in you.
not by saying, you didnt even try. you are just lazy.you're grounded
even if you get all A1 and one fail, i'll still be grounding you. FARK OFF
that way, you jsut demoralised me and made me think
"FINE i'm lazy okay !!, WHAT THE FARK I WORK SO HARD FOR MY SCIENCE FOR?"
"i should just dont work for anything at all !! since he said i never even try, then i dont larh"

not letting me go out is bullshit, why dont you just say you can go out, but first i want you to do this this to improve your english a little, i will learn this way.
when she's in charge of me, i passed my english.
and only failed my maths by 2. FARK YOU.
you dont even know me, and you wanna control me.
even though i stay out more when she's in charge of me, my results arent that bad,
compared to when you are in charge of my life.
because i know, she have faith in me, she let me do whtever want.
thats WHY , i dont wanna dissapoint her.
DONT YOU GET IT? you dont know me at all.

but the most heartaching thing is that when i said, "at least i get A1 (90) for my science right"
and he said " so ? you think you want to go into science stream with
that A1 and DnT A2,please larh, dream on."
WTF, why wont you say " thats good, but its your maths and english that is also double wieghtage, keep your science there and try to make you way up ther for maths and science."
WONT you pple want to hear ? when you yourself is already dissapointed in the result and
someone there is still stepping you down.

LOOK at the positive side please, for once .
why carn you just look at the POSITIVE side of me?
if i ever get into science stream in sec 3,
i did it for my form teacher , not for you.

-maybe you think it helps, BUT IT DONT. -
-i really wanna get out of this family, just that one day would really be great-

yesterday was a heck. angry damn angry.
parents meeting, obviously my parents didnt go down.
if they do, i'm dead for my results.

after that went to arshu house, meet sharmaine pang and went down to town.
actually wanted to watch movie one, budden everybody like broke like that.
so didnt, then went to take neo prints.
THEN IT ALL STARTED:

sharmain was like asking me and arshu how to spell heros.
like as in heroes or heros.
then the other side pple decorating too laugh at her?
fuck you man !! isit your buisness?
obviously we didnt ignore it larhs.
we kaopei back then they kaopei back even more.
cheebye larhs, they damn irritating.
then nvm already, when we and them came out,
they diao like fark, then obviously diao back larhs.
then i was like damn fark up with this bloody ger who keep
diaoing me, i gave her the what you want?!? look , then she looked away.
but 3 seconds later, she diao again. KNN.
THEN WE FED UP ALREADY. first thing, call charmian they all come down.
seconds later, denise call me, ask me where am i, she wanna come down.
they dman hum larh, when i ask them to stay dont chao they said this
" is this yours (with our neoprint in their hands) ? "
we said yes and they bloody throw it in the floor and stepped on it. FARK you.
then NVM, they split, cheebye.
i follow two of them.
then arshu and sharm follow the other five.
thier ones say they calling police, then my one say they going back cityhall.
and they dont wanna stay when i ask them to again.
SHIAT you both man. in the end, THEY TUR THAT BIG ROUND and meet together.
HOW STUPID AND DUMB !! obviously we saw and i found it damn dumb.
so we continued to follow and then they still dont wanna stop.
they walk and walked , then they walked to heeren,
WALAO, i said i only wanna settle with that ger who stare ,
the rest of her friends PANGSEH her. WTF? bo ji sia.
then after that i shout at her she walk away AGAIN.
cam puo tulan. they walk and walk then they saw their friends at the other side of the
road, they bloody crossed it !! WALAO, play merry go round is it?
then denise and cheryl came running towards us, denise started to shout at them
then they got their friend who just got slapped by her bf, WTH?
they no brains to think ar? or just simply no ji to talk to us only?
shouting took place ALOT. and obviously the stares from the public.
ALOT of stares i shall say.
there are just things that are so amusing + amazing.
i shall list them down.

1. one girl keep diao charmain. then she shout at her
"diao !! yi zhi diao !! chao chee bye , hai yi zhi diao yi zhi diao !!"
2. nicole said " ask your principle come down here talk larh !! "
cause they were in thier school uni and we're not :D
3. EVRYBODY there were ready to fight one one with them'
as we kept shouting at them saying " wu ji one one larh !!! qi kwa bai !!"
4. it was just us shouting and them keeping to defend BUT coulden.
5. when they security approach us, jialin said
" i book your hotel spa inside ar !!" DAMN FUNNY, made evry1 laugh.
6. sharmain pang said " take out your neoprint now and put it one thefloor !!!,
NOW I SAID NOW !!!" in a VERY loud and SCARY tone.never heard her this scary b4 can !
7.i finally did what i wanted to for a long time, i went up very close to the girl who diao charmain when she refuses to say sorry VERY CLOSE as in 3cm away only.
and i said"chao chee bye, i diao you like that you song bo?"
then i shouted at her and said, "i dontblame your face like that, i dont blame your mother father born you like that, but now is you diao my fren, then i want YOU to walk to her NOW AND SAY SORRY !!!" and you know what ? she still dont want to !!

then more shoutings , and more and more.
they are stupid, damn stupid, so what if they are from TKSS?
they are certainly more stupid then us. :D they ask stupid questtions like.
"only can step once ar" and one girl ask me
"but then just now you all scold us bad word"
then i said
" we got scold, YOU GOT SCOLD NOT !?!, got scold right? THEN WHATS YOUR PROBLEM !!"
the girl then turned and looked away with a "orh"
STUPID SHIAT PPLE LARHS. in the end one girl cried and then
keep asking the girl who diao charm to say sorry.
BUT SHE JUST DONT WANT !! fark her man.
then in the end, she broke down and looked like a ugly fark said sorry to jialin.
jialin was like" not to ME? to HER !!!" another dumb thing SHE did.
then she have to say sorry again to charm, HAAAAAAAAAH.
since she already said sorry , we sua, walk away.
but then , our temperature still high high up you know.
when i wak pass them that time i said.
"thanks for wasting SO much of our time"
so many things were shouted at them back as we walk away.
like
"THANKS" "thanks ah thanks" "chao chee bye" "fark you "
"have a nice day" "enjoy the rest of your life" and obviously our fingers.
you know what they did? throw one piece of paper at us.-.-"
THE MOST STUPID THING I"VE SEEN.
they're just damn irritating. fark them all.

-FYI, they are sec three and we're like sec two? they are just damn hum-

homed today.
SICK sick sick.
going school tomorow? see hows my fever going.

if you wanna continue this childesh game, i have nothing to say.
i really dont understand why would you hate somebody for those small things they do.
wow, such good memories i should say hurh.
trivial things can be big problems to you.
if you wanna treat me as i dont exist, game on.
i'll be your player two.

today went orchad meet arshu.
then went to err, pasta mania eat eat.
buy movie tickets, walk walk around then went to meet charmian.
watched big mama house two. was damn funny but not that nice larhs.
wasnt exciting and all, somemore only one and half hours like that.
budden abit the like watch porn inside the cinema i shall not say why.
HAHHAS, after that left to meet andruew and all.
went tm, ate and went home.

i know this post is damn shit, because nothing inside my brains
and all i can remember is that i laugh like mad woman today
many funny things happned but i carn be bothered to say.
i'm fmamrmkmimnmg tired.

-cause nobody can mess around with big mamas babys-

poor priscillia. i wanted to debate with the class.
budden nobody was listening to me, and found me an idiot.
so it means i cannot do anything to help. HAHAS.
have fun with your new best friend, nahhh~

i did it, i finally did it. i went to school this whole week !!
was feeling kinda proud of myself larhs. :D ehs, it wasnt easy okay .
hurhurr, today after school stayed back for lunch then went to karina house
with arshu .
watch some damn stupid video laugh like shit like that.
then went to macs and ate MCSPICY again. yes , i love that.
wow, karina say that if you eats SIX meals a day, you will lose 20% of your fats.
TRUE? i dont think so, but if it works, GOOD FOR YOU !!
if it dont,BLAME THE OH MIGHTY KARINA !! hahahs. kidding larhs.

then SEX BOOK, my second time finishing it, it wasnt anything bout SEX really.
but its CARTOONish and hilarious. arshu like almost fell asleep.
then she woke up and decided to go home. huuuuuuuurh.
miss 32 and arshu bus came first, damn it larhs.
then 40 came and behind is what? ANOTHER 32 !!

9pm reached home.
-you showed me who you really are-

what? miss tan said i deserve to get higher.
hurhur, i DO look smart larhs okay. HAHAHS.
i hate english so much. and shes weird. oh my.
"nothing priscillia, how would mrs lingesh dare to scold priscillia, bad mrs lingesh"
DAMN FARNY CAN ! hahhahhahs.

today went to pp as usual, then went to eat macs.
wah, shiok larhs mcspicy.
nowadays feel like eating macspicy alot, i dont know why also.
then after eat , go walk walk. went arcade to play a pathetic 6 seconds game.
WTH larhs, hahahhahs.
then kendra and eunyse went home and me and priscillia went to find charmain they all.
after that went home with heidi jinhui and priscillia.

i seriously dont need your farking attitude okay.
ask you a aquestion you orh me, already i can see your farking black face.
ask you a question is like what? i'm the one who made you angry?
WHATEVER larh okays, if you're angry with me cause i wanna quit sailing.
think again, you also always skip right? WTF can.
if you really want to hate me becuase of that, let it be.

-watch that attitude , it won't get you far-