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went school, hope i cant go school this whole week larhs.
well, kinda getting depressed like that.
morning, got back my history paper, i was like damn scared can.
praying and praying i would at least pass.
then when i got my paper, miss tan like said
"i dont think you deserve to get that marks lorhs"
i was like SHIT, fail ars? then you know when i look at my marks,
its what? like 17` that means she say i deserve to get LOWER LARHS?
DAMN IT , do i really look so stupid to you ?
HAAAA, an A. happy like siao. stupid miss tan. i told you i LIKE history :D
do not underestimate me OKAY ! hahas, i may be noisy and irritating in class.
but i do study; if i want to. LOLS.

then after school went to dance practise. was damn tiring.
looks like we all gonna get a pathetic C for that dance if we dont buck up.
after that went to hdb downstairs and talk, left me, sha,crystal and deseri
so boring so decided to go back to school. go canteen.
szemin joined us, then we had a CONFESSION talk.
was really great, everything just blurted out.
phew, finally told crystal, felt SO much better.
was kinda glad she wasnt shock, hahas. was damn paiseh CAN `
seriously its REALLY REALLY REALLY hard to say out.
but i did it. :D

-how i wish you knew how i felt-

hurhur. i'm like so tired out.
today woke up at seven thirty am.
GET IT, it 7AM in the morning. which is like early can.
somemore i sleep at 1 plus the day before.

MORNING went sandra house for dance practise.
only like a few steps are codinated.
very few, but nice.
you all would see on wednesday. the only thing i'm scared of is
later we cannot finish the steps in time.
laugh like siao while making the steps, so stupid.

then proceed to going to andruew the birthday.

after the dance, went to TM with sandra szemin and sharon.
took neoprints. WOHOS~ then went with sharmain and arshu.
then buy the present and meet with charm.
after that wanted to go take bus to sengkang that time saw paerlyn.
so chiao larhs, sharm was like saying
"the bag very cute lehs"
i was like eh, isnt that pearlyn?
THE WORLD IS INDEED VERY SMALL.
then took the bus like DESSERT like that,
untill when you get down the bus you feel that it's winter.
reached his house, help help, then the party starts.
eat eat eat and EAT.
laughed like siao. went to the pool and all.
was FUNESS today. LAUGHTER JUST COULDEN STOP.
wow, charmain finally got a LOVER ;
forever like her touching the bloody hair and simply loves his own ass.
FUNNY like shit.

then andruew say speech,
say thank the changkat pple, the friends,
family and his GOD SISTERS-us-.
then charmain say so loud can"ME LEHS ?"
hahahas. she want him to say "i want to thank CHARMAIN LIM."
what the hell ? I LAUGH LIKE KI SIAO.
so did everyone else. then after sing birthday song.
we was like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY PENGIUN"
then the mother thought what we say?
"happy birthday BABY" -.-"
hurhur, like whaaaaaat?~ NOWAY we would say that.
then he was like telling the mother we called him penguin and NOT baby.
HAHAHAS. everybody laugh.

went up to his house later, and what?
his room key is locked with the KEY inside the locked room.
which means he CANNOT open his room. DUMBness.
then nvm , sharmian father already reached.
poor charmian , insulted once more by us about her
LONDON NEXT TO SINGAPORE xD

FUCK it larh okay, want to come out go pple BIRTHDAY,
PLEASE smile at least larhs, give that bloody farked up face.
alredy ugly enough still give lanjiao bin.
not say is YOUR party, pple who go they party dont need you to critisise.
THANKS for your beautiful face that pissed me off seriously.THANKS`

-we dont need your atttude please-

fark the shit, i'm so stress can.
everything is cramping up. like everything larhs.
one music second family day. i tell you ar, can kisiao.
then what? the weekend is like busy like shit.

HAIYO. i want the rain again.
how i wish it was heavy, then kena wet.
wah, so shiok can.
plus wind, STRONG one. woooow.
paradise, simply just paradise.

-maybe its time for you to learn when to keep your mouth shut-

another week of the week.
okay~ that doesnt make any sense at all.
hahas. :D today was okay larhs.
go school and mdm chan was like so damn hilarious can !!

had history test today. it was a FLANK man.
i like feel taht i didnt answer the questions but just some rubbish written.
by ME, from the textbook.
OH MY GAWD !! HOPE I CAN PASS !!! :S

then went to do that bloody boring CIP.
REGRET REGRET REGRET.
is all i have to say.
but still, laughed like SIAOOOOOOOOOO~

-only if you had ask,i'll say yes-

mofo, suppose to go out with that BLOB today.
then you know what? its CANCELLED.
dumb can my gawd. D:
hais, today would be STUDY STUDY STUDY !!
a must to score A in history !! i hope.

-bu zai hu tian chang ti jiu, zi zai hu cheng jing yong you.-

WOW, finally changed my skin after so long.

kinda sick and tired of my old skin thats why.
sec 2 life is hell tiring. its really like i everyday have no enough sleep.
like most is 6 hours? WTH larhs.
everybody, CHEER UP !! hearing alot of depression going round.
lifes too short ~ no time to be DEPRESSED !! smile smILE SMILE :D

i really carn stand her anymore.
i think the whole 205 knows who i'm talking about.
maybe even 206? OH MY GAWD !!
SHUT UP LARHS ! NOT EVEN YOUR CLASS. BLOODY KPO FARK.
IF YOU WANNA HELP US, JUST STOP CONTROLLING PEOPLE.
THAT"LL HELP. [: yes its YOU . you know its you. BITCH
-tinied in case she goes around searching for her name [:-

recently like going to high class place to eat. i HAVE to stop.
its burning a big hole down my wallet.
:[ sad larhs can.
ONE more hour to kendras birthday.
I WILL BE THE FIRST TO WISH HER xD

-i just need to see you smile, thats enough for me-

so long sinced i EVER post.
oh my gawd~ too busy larhs. all the bloody fark CAs coming up.
so damn fast can. what do you expect from kc ? nth good.

i'm so sorry , but i didnt pangseh her.
SERIOUSLY. i tot i was going sailing den i found out nobody is going.
you see, by end of school woulden she be having her own plans already?
thats why i went with my class. and not with her.
casue her frens i'n not close with, so damn EXTRA.
thats WHY~
i'm splitting from you all, i know.
i'm not busy? i am seriously.
okay maybe sometimes i'm not but most of the week i'm .
monday i have CIP. tuesday is the only day that i'm free.
thursday i got orchid HY. weekends?
since sharmain pang birthday onwards, cause i cao out.
i was grounded for a BLOODY MONTH. get it right .
i CAN go out, but not in the night. i mean untill at night.
and what? you all always meet at night, well evening i should say.
then whats the point of me going? NO POINT.
i'm sorry i coulden make the time for you all if thats the case.

SORRY
-a missing piece from a unfinished puzzle.

i'm sorry. this type of thing i really cannot control.
dissapointed? i am.
but really, no one can change the fact.
i'm sorry.