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CNY !!
time to grow fat fat fat.
ph my. been eating so much these few days.
sadly tomorrow have to go back to school already.
damn it larhs. so sian can.
my gawd~how i wish everyday is a holiday.
but NEVR will it happen.
i'm so tired of evrything...

i miss her so much.

i think SHES soooo hot and soooo cute LARHS. AHHHHHHH~!
this is rong, so wrong. AM I OUT OF MY MIND ?

you are veli veird. thats how enlish sounds like, MOFO.
i'm so tired. so so tired.
yes yes yes !! finally it ended !!
tomorrows a HOLIDAY. wah.
wiat for this day very long already.
today went to ktv with
sandra, pris , melissa , reika , cecilia , amanda , desaru ,jessica ,
and not forgeting the oh so mighty ARIANE.
of course she mighty larhs. come in red shirt.
kanasai pangsai, laosai.
then after that went to meet arshu in pp.
went for the concert thingyyyyy.
it wasnt that great, preferred OBD.
well at least OBD made me realised somethings and touched me.
this time round, it wasnt touching at all can.
wa piang , i expect more from it. like touching? -cry?
but NOOOOOOO~ no one cried.
everybody was LAUGHING. not say laugh not good.
budden its like erm, not NICE larhs.
cry is BETTER, it shows that it touched us.
proves that this time round, its NOT GOOD. ):
thumps down for the concert, was bore all the way for me.
SORRY for critisicing it but it was the TRUTH. xD
then after that went tru roxy. you know what?
we got locked in !!! stupid guard.
no brains to think you know. aiYO. heng we got brains and use the stairs.
was excited to be trapped actually.
because there is aircorn, bed, com, EVRYTHING you need.
WOOHOO ~ actually it'll be fun hor. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
well, then ate, laugh laugh at stupid moves. OH MY.
my fren, DON BULLY OKAY !!
even though she cannot fight back, doesnt mean you all can bully her. arjer !!
ate macs, then went home; tired, REAL tired.

-if you haven't the strength to impose your own terms upon life, you must accept the terms it offers you.-

blah blah blah.
when is this week gonna ever end man !!
farking tired everyday.
monday reach home at 10.
tuesday at 7.30.
wednesday at 7.15.
thursday, cannot take it, never even go school.
damn it larhs. i broke my resolution already lorh.
BUT ITS JUST TOO TIRING FOR ME !!
faster end faster end.
i hope now everything would just stop and let all of us rest.
i'm sure many of us would like taht to happen.
but sadly, IT WONT !!

-when everthing is wrong, and if you were to be with me, it would all turn right.-

hoho. i'm blogging once again.
today was sad aights. reflected on alot of things.
MUST TREASURE THE TIMES WITH LOVED ONES !!
you never know hwen they gonna leave this earth.
so sad larhs. even doh i didnt know karinas grandpa.
i still cried. well, mostly all the pple cried for him.
he was cremated through our very own eyes.
the grandma was the most poorthing one,
i could feel the satb of her heart at that moment.
feel like just go there and hugg her tightly,
budden its abit the weird if I did that right?
so i didnt, everyone DID wimper deep inside.
even the photographer okay !!
hais. karinas grandpa looked so cold inside.
but somehow i know and feel that by that time, he's watching over us.
he knew the despair, he just knew.
i can feel him crying deep in in heaven for some sort of reason.
well, it was just so SAD. hais,
i knew if someone whoose that close to me pass away i'll be crying like fark.
just want to give them my consoles.
then after that me and arshu went to orchad.
walk walk. buy buy.
ACT HIGH CLASS DAY. xD
hahas. nice larhs. then we finally TOOK NEO PRINT.
like in a one never take?
oh my , thats a long time man.
after that went pp. sit sit, eat eat, talk talk.
realised alot of things . yes yes [:

-if tears could build a stair way, and memories a lane, i'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.-

i'm totally tired out now.
just came back from sailing.
today was fun but not fast. DARN !!
there was wind, but just NOBODY could go FASTTTT.
was topper. yeah !! i'm going byte !! soon....
hahhahahs. almost capsixe today can !!
stupid topper is spoiled one. WALAO.
the thing is like stuck down there.
SHIT larhs. now i have to go training two days.
grhhh~ class was oh-so-boring.
same like usual, but mrs lingesh was totally unreasonable AGAIN.
aye, i dont want say larhs.
LATER KENA FINE. thats what she said.
maybe its HER who will fine us, DUMBNESS -.-"
still on my book, MY STORY by dave pevlser or something like that.
MUST BUY !! very very very nice book.
its three stories together, the child called it the lost boy and i forgot what.
well, its about the story of the life of this small boy till he grows up.
its nice. and VERY touching. SERIOUSLY !! its a MUST BUY !!! xD

-when the character of a person is not clear to you, look at her friends around her-

hello boh bohs.
school was alright today.
well nothing practically happen in school.
except i like the bLACK BOX !!
its so damn cool larhs i tell you.
its like everything in the room is like black larhs !!
the walls the floor and then the curtains also like BLACK.
so cool larhs. and its fun. [:
mrs lingesh scolded us today.
then she was like reprimanding on angela like
"go larh !! write in your blog !! MRS LINGESH SCOLDED US TODAY
BLA BLA BLA !!" like wth?
bring back last years thing.
well i dont care. if ever she finds out about my blog ,
i;m JUST STATING FACTS.
yes, and i'm all up to it.
gees, who goes around the net searching for his/her own names?
HILARIOUS man. hahas.
SCHOOL ENDED . then me and eunyse and pricssilia went pp.
to buy books of of !! to READ.
wells, then MY beloved arshu came and meet me.
i bought a book which i wanted ALOT ALOT ALOT !!
well, i saw the child called it, then i saw the book !!
THE LOST BOY !! OH MY GAWD.
i wanted it so much !!!!
then EVEN BETTER !!!
i saw a book which consist of THOSE THREE VOLUME !!!!!
three stories which i wanted so much. !!
together in one book.
well, i DID hesitate a little, but still, i could'nt resist it.
I BOUGHT THE LAST ONE. ((:
arshu wants it too. bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs. xD
after that when to arshu house take book .
and then came home. RAINING .
damn it , i am drenched AGAIN.
the sky is going to fall someday.
YES IT WILL. (even though it sounds stupid)

-our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall-

okayy. long since i've post already.
and that charmain is babbling about it.
school's okay. everythings fine.
with the teacher who likes to diao pple.
wth larhs. but overall its okay.
nth to complain or like.
no point you see. this year's streaming already.
everybody is working double hard.
maybe not EVERYBODY, but well, MOST of us.
and of course ME ME ME !!!
hahas. hmm, school tomorrow again.
hais. i'm just too numb to feel the dissapointment in you.
AGAIN an AGAIN. you always dissapoint us.
why? what have you done to the old one?
BRING HER BACK !! its just the things you do.
it doesnt seem her anymore.
a total 360 degrees change of person now.
WRONG company i tell you. WRONG !!!
why carn you just know your limits ?!?!?!
YOU DONT !! you just simply dont care.
i doubt we are still your friends you know.
even someone who is not that close to you knows about what happen.
what about us?
WE DONT KNOW A SINGLE THING.
hell it, dont trust us no more. i know you dont.
its just not the you anymore.
i dont even think if i still know you , now.
shes gone, back at the past.
guess its just too late to bring her back.

-Sixty seconds you spend upset is a whole minute of happiness you'll never get back-

tomorrow would be the first day school.
shit. I'M SCARED !!
what if it turn out like last year's first day?
everything turn out the TOTALLY wrong way.
shit shit shit shit.

-everythings changing,even the things that never crossed your mind-

to wait for him was what you said.
but i didnt expect you to go with him.
the one that everyone thinks you would be.
i had confidence in you, that you wont be influence by that.
but then, i was wrong.
you know how dissapointing was it when i heard from you?
FARKING dissapointing. such a letdown i told you.
i could'nt control but say out how i feel. its too strong.
you told me you would break, but in such a unbelieving way.
i know if you didnt break with him.
and continued that relationship.
something bad will happen, and hurt you like never before.
i dont want to see you cry so hard again.
it hurts you know.
well , if you blame me for telling her.
i'm sorry then. i could'nt talk you round.
what was i suppose to do?
see you hurt? and regret later?
no, she is the one that can talk you round.
so i told her and hope that things would get in you.
i'm sorry . if this to you; is betray.

-never let your friendship die because of a lie, tell the truth-