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wow. today first day school suck like HELL.
oh my god. the WORST day of my life man.
everything just went like BANG and BISH!
nth went rite.
like TOTALLY.
glad it'll be over SOON.
real soon.(:
*smile

hey. my fren. this post here is for u.
just for u.
reading wat u wrote.
i geuss u wont know it hurts.
real bad...
theres a reason for everything.
i need to talk to u.
but whenever i calls u or wadeva
u wil feel i have no one to talk to but u.
that way, making use of u.
but NO.
thats not wat i'm doing.
u may feel liddat .
but whenever i wan to talk to u.
i have somethings i need to say.
i'm scared.. real scared .
u will get the wrong meesages.
really.
if i wont want u as a fren.
i wont even bother to ask u out or something.
i would jux have left u there and let u do wateva u wan to.
but NO.
i ask u out.
yet u pangseh mi.
i'm hurt.
i know u know we don really favour him.
but how WE feel is that he seem more important then us to u.
i know its not.
i know.
inside....
its bcause u feel tat we left u behind. u have no one to turn to.
therefore u willl he is the one who cared bout u.
not US anymore.
it really leaves mi pondering.
why??
why must it turn out like dat???
the point is.
theres ALOT to say.
and i really wished to say it to u soon.
bfore anithing worse happen.
before the wound gets too deep..
even too deep to sitch it back anymore.

-don wanna lose u.
-but it hurts