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well. long never post.very long.
you see. so much things happening that i don have the time to post.
like i just finished my 5 days dc till five for five days.
wow.so fiveY. hahaa.hhmm.
i am just so stressed up man.
so farked up.
hmm. everythings going berserked.
like outta control man.
school work and all.
totally cannot make it.
the world is changing.
or is it just mi left behind?
not wanting to revolve with the world?
i don know.
just so much things happening arnd mi.
not having enough time to take a breathe;
haix. suffocating myself.
venting anger on myself.
i carn take it by keeping it all inside.
but i carn possibly tell everything out.
so i have to tell only myself.
not TALKING TO MYSELF!!((:
well.
another thing. i really don know we are drifting apart.
by reading wat u said.
it really makes mi wanna cry.
i'm sorry if i really am leaving u alone or anithing.
and wadeva u wrote.
i really didnt realise that.
i guess its all the things that is happening that i didnt realise that.
maybe its because we don toalk so often now.
all the things we want to say to each other is just bouncing back in.
all i wanna say is that i really wished this friendship will not just fade away lliak this and thing will get back to the times we confide in each other.
-*crying deep inside